Tommyinnit Oneshots (With SBI)

What Did I Do Wrong? (3/3) (Tommy Angst)

Warning- Mentions of attempting suicide

Phil POV

I couldn't believe it. I almost lost Tommy, the kid that was like a son to me.

I drove as quick as I could, finally reaching the hospital. I parked and quickly raced inside. I looked around for a moment before spotting Wilbur. His copper eyes were glassy and his face was red with tear stains coming down it.

I sprinted to him, immediately embracing him. He hugged back, burying his face in my shoulder. "Its all my fault." he sobbed.

"It's all our faults." I whispered, running my fingers through his curly brown hair. Tubbo appeared from around the corner, rushing towards us. I held my arm open, pulling him close.

We stood like that for a while before breaking away.

"Will he be okay?" I asked softly, meeting his eyes.

"They said he'll be fine, though there will be a few side effects from it." Wilbur explained, his eyes drifting back to teary once more. "They said he won't wake up until tomorrow morning most likely."

I nodded, taking a deep breath. He was going to be okay. We sat down in the waiting room, hoping for news.

Luckily it only took about twenty minutes for a doctor to come out and report the news. He allowed us to go see Tommy, which immediately caused us to jump up and head towards his room.

Before stepping into the room I held out my hands to Tubbo and Wilbur, offering support. They didn't hesitate to accept the hand. 

I had tried so hard to prepare myself for seeing him. But it was nearly impossible. How could I prepare myself for something that I still hadn't truly accepted? I didn't want to think that he struggled with those thoughts without my knowledge. How many times had he been that close to ending his life?

We stepped into my room and I felt my heart drop. There he stood, my Tommy. He lay in the bed unmoving. He had several tubes and machines hooked up to him. Somehow it made him look so much smaller, so much younger. He shouldn't be here. He should be out being a teenager, not stuck to in a hospital bed having barely clung to life.

"Tommy." Tubbo whispered, walking towards him. I watched him grab the blonde's hand, attempting to stop himself from crying.

I took a chair beside him, with Wilbur on the other side. It was so strange not seeing him smile. He was always the one making everyone laugh, making sure everyone was happy all the time. 

How could we not do the same for him?

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Wilbur POV

I couldn't take my eyes off him. I was terrified of losing him again, my little brother. 

Suddenly a voice snapped me back to reality.

"Wilbur?" I looked up to be met with Techno. I was out of my chair in an instant, embracing him tightly. I didn't care that he didn't like hugs, all that mattered to me was that he was there.

Techno pulled me closer, hugging me tightly. "You alright?" 

"I will be once he is." I said, pulling away.

Techno nodded, "He still hasn't woken up?"

I shook my head, "He should at anytime now." I sat back down, with Techno sitting on the other side. I began to gently comb my fingers through Tommy's blonde hair, smiling sadly.

I can't be sure how long we sat there in silence, just enjoying each other's company. A groan made me look back at Tommy.

"Wilby?"

His bright blue eyes were open. My little brother was awake! I pulled him into a hug before he could even understand what was happening.

"I'm so so sorry Toms. I should have known you needed me. I was so rude to you. I could have prevented all of this. I-" I rambled, holding him tight.

"It's not your fault, it's mine." Tommy hugged back, snuggling into my chest. "I'm just glad you care."

"Of course we care!" Techno exclaimed, ruffling his hair playfully.

"We all do." I looked back to see Tubbo and Phil awake.

Immediately we all piled in for a group hug. 

"You're stuck with us." I grinned. 

I never wanted to let go of him. I just wanted to keep him safe. Our Tommy.

My Tommy.

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This was a terrible ending, but here's the third part 

Hope you have a wonderful day!

-Snowy