Tommyinnit Oneshots (With SBI)

I Could Never Do That (Tommy angst)

I got more requests for Dante and Tommy, so here it is. This is completely fictional and has no relation to the irl Tommyinnit

Tommy POV

My life was perfect or it was anyway. I had an amazing boyfriend, awesome brothers, a great best friend, a loving father. I figured nothing could happen and at first nothing did. But then the rumors began.

Of course, I didn't believe them at first. I trusted Dante, more than anyone in the world. That's probably why it hurts so much.

I saw something, something I wish I didn't see. Something I wish I could just forget, pretend it didn't happen.

I was walking down the hallways to meet Dante in the library, like we always did. Before I even reached the doors I felt something was off. I can't explain it, somehow I just knew. Despite that bad feeling I went in anyway and I saw it.

Dante was against a bookshelf, making out with a girl. I've never felt air leave my lungs so quickly. I felt my heart literally crack as I stood there. I've never run so fast in my life. He found someone better... he doesn't love me anymore. Or did he ever?

Away from the pain, away from him. I heard shouting behind me but I refused to look. I couldn't do it, not now... maybe not ever again. Tears blurred my vision, but I didn't care.

I ran out of the school and down the street. I didn't stop until I made it home, which thankfully was only a ten minute walk. I stopped at my driveway, trying to force air into my lungs.

After taking a moment to breathe, I slowly regained my posture. My heart stopped when I realized my entire family was home. Of course, the one day I'm home everyone had to come home early. I cursed under my breath, knowing they would question everything. They knew I was meant to be out with Dante. How was I going to lie to them?

I wiped my sweaty palms on my jeans as I slowly made my way up the driveway. Maybe I can just sneak in, maybe they're all in the kitchen. I took a deep breath and creaked open the door. 

Nope they're all in the living room. I bit my lip, carefully taking off my shoes. I kept my head down, hoping they would just ignore me. 

"Hey Tommy!" 

I sighed, knowing they were going to notice. They noticed everything, especially Wilbur and Techno.

I waved, not wanting to use my voice. I stood back up, keeping my head down.

"Why are you home so early?" I could practically feel the concern in Phil's voice. He's catching on, I panicked.

I shrugged, beginning to walk towards my room.

"Toms? You okay?" Wilbur called.

"Y-yeah. I'm okay." I shouted back, trying to ignore how raspy my voice sounded. As soon as I reached my room, I shut the door behind me. Without much thought I threw my bag on the floor and jumped on my bed. There didn't seem to be enough blankets to shield me from the world. 

Tears began pouring once more and I silently decided to allow it. No one was around anyway.

A knock on the door proved otherwise.

"Toms?" the voice was soft. "Can we come in?"

I groaned in response, not really sure what the right answer was. I knew I couldn't hide forever as much as I wanted to.

The door creaked and three pairs of footsteps entered. I squeezed my eyes shut as I begged my tears to stop. I didn't want them to see me like this, not that I had much of a choice.

Someone tried to move one of the blankets and I whined, grasping onto it like my life depended on it.

"Tommy please come out." Phil pleaded.