A Jealous Friendship (Tommy angst) (2/3)

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Tommy POV

Purpled and I had grown close in the past few weeks. I had practically moved into his house at this point, spending almost no time with Tubbo and Ranboo. In all honesty I felt like I didn't even want them back. 

Purpled was everything I wanted in a friend. He was kind and loyal and he actually cared about me. Our days were spent going on adventures and laying around doing movie nights. It was the life I had craved for so long. Just to have someone who actually cared.

That being said, I should I realized that Tubbo wouldn't let me go so easily. He would realize his mistake and want me back. After all, was there a Tubbo without Tommy?

A knock on the door made me look up from the couch. Quickly, I paused the movie before walking to answer the door. I opened it, immediately getting tackled in a hug.

"Oh Tommy! Oh my God I thought you were gone! Thank goodness you're safe!" the brunette exclaimed.

"What do you mean?" I asked bitterly. "I've been here."

Tubbo pulled back, meeting my eyes. "I thought... I thought you weren't friends with Purpled anymore."

I looked down, biting my lip. "We made up."

"Oh." I could see the hurt in Tubbo's eyes. "Since when?"

"Since you started neglecting me and acting like I didn't exist." I replied coldly.

Tubbo sighed, looking away guilty. He shifted his weight between feet. "Look, I'm sorry... I didn't realize what I was doing." he shook his head. "I had no right to treat you like that."

My heart raced in my chest. This is what I had wanted, to have Tubbo caring about me again. But what if I didn't need him, what if I belonged with Purpled?

"You're a bit late now..." I commented.

"Oh so you have a new best friend now?!" Tubbo glared, his voice raising.

"Yeah, and he actually cares about me." I said, immediately growing defensive. I didn't need Tubbo anymore, right?

"Well excuse me for having other priorities than you all the time! Last time I checked there's other people in the world besides you. It's not Tommy's world!" Tubbo shouted.

"Other priorities?!" I repeated, rage boiling up inside of me. "You didn't include me in anything!"

"I-"

"Is everything okay here?" Suddenly Purpled was there, looking between the two with confusion.

"He was just leaving." I spat, ignoring the tears that were collecting in my eyes.

"You're a selfish little bitch!" Tubbo screamed. "I bet you only talked to Purpled to make me jealous!" Then without another word, he turned on his heel and disappeared out of sight.

"Tommy-"

He didn't even finish the sentence before I fell to my knees. The pain was just too much. I just lost my best friend. Purpled quickly reacted, bringing me into a hug. I sobbed into his shoulder, gripping at his sweatshirt.

"What happened?" Purpled asked softly, steering us towards the couch. He handed me a few tissues, which I gratefully accepted.

"He-He-" I took a deep breath. "Our friendship is over-r."

The boy's eyes widened. "Wow."

"And everything he said was true- I'm nothing but a-" I began, sniffing.

"Hey, hey, he's wrong. Everything he said was meant to hurt you. That doesn't make it true."

Guilt pooled in my chest as I looked away. He was right... I only became friends with Purpled for my own advantage.

"Is there something you want to tell me?" Purpled asked, his suspicion eyeing me.

"I-I-" I stammered, knowing I couldn't lie to his face. "I only became friends with you to make Tubbo jealous." I looked at him, tears in my eyes. 

"Our- our friendship doesn't exist?" the boy whimpered, pain evident in his facial features.

"No! That's not-"

"You lied to me!" Purpled shouted, tears now pouring down his face. "I let you back into my life and now you're telling me it was fake?!"

"Purpled-"

"Get out."

"What?"

"Leave. Now. Before I make you."

I slowly stood up, walking towards the door. I looked one more time before closing the door behind me.

And our friendship along with it.

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I'll make one more part to this! Assuming you guys like it!

Hope you have a wonderful day!

-Snowy


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