Megatron's twin

110: I'm a idiot

Well, that was a lovely conversation. I shrugged and dialled up Optimis' number.

"Yes?" He asked, he seemed distracted.

"How's stuff going?" I asked, still wondering about that conversation with Meg, what if Op just fragged me cause he wants to frag Meg? And he hugged Meg cause he wanted to hug Meg? My not rationalised thinking made me angry.

"Good-"

"Did you frag me cause you wanted to frag Megatron?" I asked, a bit angry.

"What-"

"Oh, I mean you and him were palls, and maybe you're just with me cause I'm the closest thing you may get to Megatron." I accused.

"You think I'm using you for my own self interest?" Optimus asked, sounding angry and hurt.

"Yea." I hissed, wait, what was I doing, "Hold on-"

"You think- You think that I woULD SWOOP SO LOW, AND COMPLETELY DISCARD YOUR OWN EMOTIONS BECAUSE I WANT TO FRAG SOMEONE I'VE BEEN AT WAR WITH FOR THE LAST MILLION YEARS?" He shrieked at me, he voice getting wobbly at the end.

"Yes?" I was kind of questioning my thought process now.

He hung up.

I tried calling back but he hung up, so I took a swing of my sparky stuff and asked Egg, Optimus and I are mad at each other.

First he hugs Megatron and now you guys are angry, what happened? She asked.

Well, I accused him of only fragging me cause I look like Megatron-

Why would you do that?

Well, they were friends before the war.

BEFORE THE WAR! Why would he want to frag him now?

I paused, Oh.

What did he say?

He started shouting and hung up.

You're an idiot, you just accused him of a bunch of untrue things.

Don't know why he's upset then. I shrugged, my hormones really need a chill pill.

Because by accusing him, you questioned the trust of your relationship, and his feelings for you and your feelings for him, so he probably feels betrayed and angry. She explained. You should call him back.

Wait, I could have just screwed up our relationship cause I wasn't thinking properly! I shrieked in panic and went to the nearest console and brought up a ground bridge. I hopped through and went to search for him.

You going now?

Yes.

How long will you be gone for?

And hour ranging to a day? I said and cut her off.

I flew high and low, mainly high cause it gave me a good vantage point, and scanned the ground. Then I spotted a figure stomping through a canyon.

I landed near and approached, reciting my apology.

"You piece of slag." Optimus turned.

"I'm not Megatron!" I complained.

"Oh I know." He said and kicked a boulder too big for him to kick, thereby stubbing his ped. I watched cautiously for his reaction, he let out a sniffle.

At that moment I broke down in tears, "I"M SORRY! I'M SORRY! I wasn't thinking-hic-straight! I'm an Idiot! I don't know-hic-what I-hic-was doing! I've been in over my helm all day! With-hic-my spark and- and additional-hic-stress and I'm sparked-hic-with a-hic-sparkling that probably-hic-won't even survive and-and-hic-hichic." I crumbed to the floor in hiccups as my spark cut off it's connection to my legs.

I didn't realize, but the other guy had caught me in my fall.

"It's okay, it's okay. You probably had a bit of high grade too." He muttered and dug for my flask.

For my sake, I just nodded and slipped unconscious.

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I woke up in the same spot, vaguely aware of the occasional sniffles.

"I need to rise my tolerance levels." He muttered.

"You already deal with me, so they're-hic-pretty high." I said.

"Not high enough."

"It's my fault anyway." I grumbled.

"No, you've got crazy adrenaline spikes, and you're having medical difficulties and your spark- that could effect your processor-"

"Yea, but I'm still an idiot." I argued.

"No-"

"Yes-"

"No-"

"So how was your day?" I asked with a sniffle as I snuggled into him.

"Long." He muttered, "I'm sorry."

"I'm more sorry." I paused and grinned, "How was that hug you gave Megatron?" I asked teasingly.

"I was terrified, and I think he was too." He said in vague shock.

"He looked traumatized." I sniffled and wiped away some stray tears. "He said it felt genuine though."

"Well, it was meant for you."

"Can I have it now?" I asked.

"Sit up then."

I tried to, "I can't move my legs." I complained but he gave me a hug anyway.

"What did Megatron have to say about it?"

"He said something along the lines of, 'we're revisiting this conversation when you spark its more sable.'" I said, deepening my voice for the quote.

"If that's your impression of Megatron, I never want to hear that again."

"Heh, what are you doing out here anyway?"

"I was looking for Alpha Trion, then I was sulking."

I looked up at his puffy optics, "A little more than sulking?" I asked.

He nodded.

"A Prime with emotions. Wow." I said, sarcastically.

"Hmph."

"Trion had memory problems again." I added.

"Yea, since this morning, we've been looking for him- How did you know?"

"He snuck on the Nemesis with Miko, to see the chicks." I explained.

"He talked about the chicks all day- He's on the Nemesis?" He jumped up in shock, leaving me on the floor.

"Yea." I said, "Up?" I reached out, he took my arm and swung ot around himself. "Should I fetch him?" I asked.

"You can't walk- why can't you walk?"

"Spark failures can do that." I shrugged, "How about you come with me-"

"On the Nemesis?"

"I'll ask Soundwave to bridge me right into my berthroom." I shrugged and dialled him up as Optimus held be steady. "I need a ground bridge, directly in my berthroom." I requested and one popped up. "Onwards!"

Optimus moved forward, my peds dragging on the floor, "Lift me a little higher." I demanded, and as a joke, he dragged me lower.