𝐎𝐏𝐏𝐎𝐒𝐈𝐓𝐄𝐒 - 𝐄𝐃𝐃𝐈𝐄 𝐌𝐔𝐍𝐒𝐎𝐍

𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐘 𝐀𝐖𝐀𝐘 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐏𝐀𝐈𝐍

𝗪𝗔𝗥𝗡𝗜𝗡𝗚: 𝗠𝗔𝗧𝗨𝗥𝗘 𝗟𝗔𝗡𝗚𝗨𝗔𝗚𝗘, 𝗛𝗘𝗔𝗩𝗬 𝗗𝗥𝗨𝗚 𝗔𝗡𝗗 𝗔𝗟𝗖𝗢𝗛𝗢𝗟 𝗨𝗦𝗘
𝗣𝗹𝗲𝗮𝘀𝗲 𝗱𝗼 𝗻𝗼𝘁 𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗱 𝗶𝗳 𝗮𝗻𝘆 𝗼𝗳 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗺𝗮𝘁𝗲𝗿𝗶𝗮𝗹 𝗶𝘀 𝗼𝗳𝗳𝗲𝗻𝘀𝗶𝘃𝗲 𝗼𝗿 𝘀𝗲𝗻𝘀𝗶𝘁𝗶𝘃𝗲 𝘁𝗼 𝘆𝗼𝘂

𝙺𝙸𝙼𝙱𝙴𝚁𝙻𝚈 𝙲𝙰𝚂𝚂𝙸𝙳𝚈

What I'm about to tell you, I'm not very proud of. I could use the excuse 'I was having fun' but it would be pathetic to do so really.

Today was my agreed day for my forth spree of parties. Me, Steve and Billy hadn't slept in a while, and the silence in my head was unnerving. As Christmas slowly slipped into view, things began to get more complicated and emotional for me, and I did the only thing I knew of to stop the thoughts

I indulged in a shit load of drugs.

Eddie wasn't too happy with my decisions and I couldn't blame him. One of the only times I saw him through the whole drunken thing was when he came to Steve's to look for me and found me passed out on the kitchen floor. Well, that was day two.

Day one was far more hectic.

• Day one - Steve Harrington's House •

It wasn't one of Steve's typical parties per say, meaning his house wasn't crammed to the edges with a bunch of people who I hardly knew, but there was still quiet a few faces scattered around the house. I could definitely breath that's for sure.

Eddie had refused to come tonight and I wish I could tell you why. There was no explanation, no excuses as to why he couldn't or wouldn't, just plain and simple no. I would've liked for him to tag along, but I had no reason to be mad at him for not wanting to do something. He was entitled to his own choices after all.

"Steeeven!." I called to him from across the kitchen counter, watching him chat up a blonde girl in the corner. He twisted his head to me with an eye roll.

"What do you want, Kim?." He asked with a hint of dread. He knew what was coming.

"Shall we go and.." I nodded upstairs to the bathroom, indicating the usage of drugs in his bathroom.

"No, I'm busy." Steve shook his head at me and turned to the girl who he was talking to, carrying on their conversation. I sighed and pushed myself off of the counter, looking for any sign of Billy.

I swept the house and couldn't find him, but his voice sounded in a different room every time I entered one, so I just gave up and left for the bathroom myself.

"Do you mind?.." a taller boy asked me from the bathroom door, his head peeping around it as he indicated for himself to come and join me. I shook my head no and carried on crushing the pills against the cabinet in Steve's bathroom. "I don't recognise you.." he began. "Are you one of Steve's friends?." The tall brunette asked me as he leant his back against the door.

"You could say that." I said as I tried to concentrate, already too drunk to function. "And you?." I asked him in return, moving my head to the side to see him.

"You could say that." The boy copied my words and smirked over at me. I smiled sheepishly to myself and carried on preparing my drugs.