100 Days with My Badboy Crush (Completed)

Chapter 66: Ignoring him

Mhica

I was hurt. I really hurt it hurt so much na parang binibiyak ang puso ko sa sakit ng nararamdaman ko ngayon. Yung kirot dati parang mas dumobla ngayon sa sakit. Araw araw akong nasasaktan at ito ang pinakamasakit na naramdaman ko sa buong buhay ko. Ang sakit masaktan. Sa pagkakataon na to parang hindi ko na kaya ang nararamdaman ko na to. Nakakainis na.

Hindi ko na alam sa sarili ko kung bakit ako nasasaktan ng sobra. Hindi ko naman kasi alam na aabot dito na aabot sa punto na sobra-sobrang masasaktan ako dahil sa kanya. Hindi ko alam na iiyak pala ako sa kanya na iiyakan ko pala siya ng todo ngayon. Kung alam ko lang noon na dito ang patutunguhan ko sana noon pa lang tinigil ko na ang nararamdaman kong to para sa kanya dahil wala din naman akong mapapala kundi sakit lang ang dulot sa akin.

Sobrang sakit masaktan ng palihim. Ako na nga ang nagkagusto ako pa ang nasasaktan ng sobra ngayon. Saan ako lulugar ngyaon? Ang hirap dati rati tinitingnan ko lang siya sa malayo pinagmamasdan ko ang mukha niya ang anumang kilos niya kapag nakikita ko siya dahil dati wala naman akong pagkakataon na matitigan ang mukha niya sa malapitan. Ganoon siya kalayo dati hindi ko siya maabot pero biglang nasa panig ko ang tadhana hindi ko man hiniling pero kusang binigay nung isang araw naging kaklase ko siya.

That day sobrang saya ko saya na hindi ko maipaliwanag. Hindi ko man yun hiniling pero kusang binigay sawa na siguro si kupido sa patingin ko sa kanya sa malayo kaya inilapit niya. Yung araw na binigyan ako ni Gel ng dare that dare was really challenging to me. Hindi ako nagdalawang-isip na hindi tanggihan pumayag agad ako dahil gusto ko din naman.

That dare was make Kyle talk to me without making first move to talk to him. He should talk to me first not me. I do my very best that day I'll make funny faces just to make him notice me but nothing happens he still doesn't care at all. Who I am to make him interested? I'm nothing. I can't help my self but stared at him the whole time that day.

He is really handsome that looks of him mesmerizing me every time I see him. He has a high nose bridge, a thick eyebrows, a long eyelashes that suits him and a kissable lips. A face that he has and his body are really incredible. He is a damn perfectly handsome. For me his eyes really captured me those eyes of him that's the one I love him and that's the reason why I fell in love with him this badly.

And that day also he turned his gaze towards me and said that his irritated because I'm staring him the whole time I can't control myself that day. I hugged him tight because of happiness I felt. That was a huge and wonderful encountered to him. I'm really happy that day. His reaction was shocked then he suddenly pushed me that's the first time he do to me it hurts but at the same time I'm happy. I'm crazy.

I really can't control myself if I'm happy or I done a good job I literally hugged my families or either my bestfriends I can't help it I love hugging when I'm super happy and that's I felt towards Kyle. I just born with it.

The next other day his Dad talked to me if I want to be his son discipliner and live as well with his son. My first reaction I was so shocked and the same time I'm happy and I'm afraid of what he might something do to me because he is a guy and I'm a girl just the two of us live in a same house, then my conflict situation came into my family, and that reason I accept his dad deal. That 100 days agreement to make his son a better person far from before.

I really can't believe that I'm his discipliner now, it happened really fast. Just one day this is happening. Napasok ko bigla ang buhay niya at unti-unti din napapasok niya ang buhay ko.

We are now staying and live together. We live in the same house but nothing just happened. He is always cold towards only me cold tone voice he speak casually that he doesn't want to talk to me. He really hate me. He doesn't care, he didn't interested, he ignore me, he only do is to shout at me and curse that's what he do because he don't like me and of course that discipliner thingy he really don't want that but he doesn't have any choice but to obey his dad command.