Jahnnie Drabbles☆

☆Attempt☆

[ TW: SU1CIDE ATTEMPT, HOSPITALIZATION, PANIC, MENTAL HEALTH ILLNESS,. SKIP IF THIS MAKES YOU UNCOMFORTABLE. VERY GRAPHIC DETAILS, YOU'VE BEEN WARNED.⚠️]

[ Johnnie attempts and Jake saves him.]

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It was late at night, and Johnnie was awake again. This cycle has been going on for the past month or so, but each day, has been getting more, and more tough for the raven black haired male. Johnnie usually sleeps all day, and is awake all night.

But tonight, was different, he's awake, but.. his mind was telling him, something dark. something, sinister. He knows the familiar thoughts are in his head, the last time he actually committed to doing it, was when he was seventeen years old, and now he's twenty-six.

Johnnie gets up from his bed. He knows Jake is worried about him, since recently this entire week he's been avoiding his best friend, and even told Jake that he'll miss him. To which, Jake didn't understand what Johnnie meant.

Meanwhile Jake is in his own room, tossing and turning. Those same words, 'i'll miss you' racing through his head, he was told this yesterday ...what did Johnnie mean by that?

Jake quietly gets up and walks to Johnnie's room and knocks on the door, waiting for him to answer.

Johnnie heard the knock, but didn't answer. He just walked to the bathroom that was connected to his room. His lights are completely shut off, it was pitch black. So Jake just assumed Johnnie was asleep.

Jake was pretty sure Johnnie was asleep...but he had to make sure. He went inside the room, and quietly shut the door behind him. He turned on the lights, and noticed Johnnie's bed was empty. He started looking around the room for him.

Johnnie has the bathroom door locked, and a bottle of pills in his right hand, And a bottle of Jack Daniels in the other. it's not good to mix medication with alcohol. He wasn't thinking, his mind was just numb and telling him to just quit life and do it.

Johnnie opened the bottle of pills, his antidepressants. And proceeded to pour the entire bottle down his throat. He coughed as he picked up the bottle of Jack, downing it.

Jake heard Johnnie's sudden coughing, and it made him worried. He rushed himself to the bathroom door.

Johnnie suddenly felt the effects, he dropped the bottle of Jack, which caused glass to go everywhere. His vision blurred as he grips the counter. He knew his attempt was to O.D.

Jake heard the sound of glass shattering, and He could hear Johnnie's breathing getting heavier, and he knew that he was in trouble. "Johnnie?!" He calls out, trying to open the locked bathroom door.

Johnnie suddenly collapsed to the ground, the bottle of pills rolls out of his hand as he is laying there, feeling all loopy, exhausted, and in pain.

Jake heard the sound of Johnnie falling to the ground, and he stopped trying to force the door open. He ran over to the bathroom door, and he tried to open it again.

This time, it opened. He ran inside and found Johnnie on the floor, unconscious. He was shocked and scared, and he quickly knelt down beside him. "Johnnie? Can you hear me?!" Jake asked, his voice shaking.