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3. Ex-Girl [I.M]

A/N: this is why u shldnt choose a bias in monsta x because everyone is ur bias and youre gonna be called the international playgirl. Jokes, wonho is still my bae but seriously, i.m is killing me😢 his sass is to die for

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You couldn't help it. Everything you do and see reminded of him and you. The rain pouring outside the window reminded you of his tears; his sorrowful tears when he realised his major mistake in his life. The ice americano set infront of you was his first birthday present for you. He was dumb back then, choosing coffee as a present. The baby breaths placed inside the white vase was his valentine's gift to you, the start of his confession.

You were I.M's ex-girlfriend.

It has been two years and yet, your memories with him stayed in your mind still. Your heart was still not healed. Do you miss him or you just couldn't forgive him? You glanced onto the necklace resting in between your collarbone. Why did you wear it when that was his very last gift? You shook your head vigorously, shrugging off those past. The rain had stopped and the sunlight shined its ray into the cafe, casting elongated shadows on the floor.

You slung your bag over your right shoulder and sauntered out of the cafe. You didn't know where you were going. Your legs just kept walking and walking until you reached a familiar destination. The sea aquarium.

You hesitated in entering because that place, was your first date with I.M. You guys had weird dates. It has been two years so you were curious of the changes in the sea aquarium so you discarded your empty plastic cup and ambled to the entrance.

You stopped at the gigantic aquarium where many sea creatures, vibrant corals and dancing seaweeds were. You curved into a smile. Nothing has changed. You rested your palm onto the glassware, eyes scanning the aquarium from left to right. However, your heart skipped a beat when your eyes landed onto a person. A very familiar person.

His hands that were in his coat slided off his pocket when he saw you. His eyes enlarged like an owl and his mouth agape. You stared at him from head to toe for five seconds. Those five seconds was long enough for you to decipher who he was. His hair was no longer black. It was dyed blonde. He was no longer the cutie, and now he was dressed like a grown-up. His face seemed to mature as well. Before he could call you, you looked away and sauntered away from there.

However, you halted in your tracks when he seized your arm and pulled so your body could face him. He locked gazes with you and somehow, you were frightened. There were people there so you were afraid the both of you will make a nuisance.

"We need to talk,"said I.M.

Not giving you chance to respond, he pulled you together with him and ambled out of the sea aquarium, going to a spot where it wasn't filled with people. You yank his arm away harshly but his grip on you was tight.

"I'm not letting you go for the second time,"he said sternly.

Suddenly, your last farewell with I.M reminisced in your mind.

-Flashback-

"Y/N, I have something important to tell you."

You averted your gaze at him. "What is it?"you smiled.

"Let's break up."

His deep voice sent shivers down your spine and what made it worse was the heartbreaking words you didn't want to hear. Your smile faded and your lips parted abit.

"I'm getting married,"chimed I.M.

You chuckled. Your vision was already blurred by the tears formed in your eyes. Your heart shattered into pieces, seeing how composured I.M was, as if he wasn't affected.

"Look, I'm sorry. My parents-"

"Y...you promised me you won't leave me. Why are you m...marrying someone who is not your girlfriend?"you sobbed. I.M held both your hands but you pulled it away. Without hesitation, you grabbed your bag and rose up from the bench. I.M held your wrist and you yanked him away.

"Fine, let's break up. I don't know you from now onwards. I hope you have a blissful marriage stranger,"you scoffed and jogged away from there. As far as possible from I.M. You hated him, you didn't want to meet him and you didn't want to know him anymore. He was nothing in your life now.

-End of flashback-

"I'm sorry I don't know you,"you lied.

"Then why did you walk away when you saw me? Why are you wearing the necklace I gave you two years ago?"he bombarded evidence.

You slapped yourself internally for wearing the necklace. "It's not like this necklace is the only one in the world."

You regretted saying that. It was the only one in the world because it was given from I.M.

"I know you recognise me, Y/N. You still like me don't you?"he asked.

You locked gazes with him, not realising a tear escaped from your eyes. I.M's gaze softened when he saw your teary eyes. He knew you were still affected by it for two years and you haven't forgive him. It was obvious. You went to places which reminded you of him, you wore and buy things that was related to him and you were tearing up infront of him. You still had feelings for him.

His grip on your wrist turned loose. Your arm slided back to your side and you stared at the floor.

"I came back after two years because I wanted to reconcile with you. I didn't get married. I told my parents I'm in love with someone who holds up a special spot in my life,"he explained.

He didn't get married.

Tears started streaming down your cheeks like rivulets. For two years, you wanted to know how he was. How does his wife look like, what is the name of their child and how I.M would play with his child. You knew I.M wasn't good with kids even though he find them adorable.

"I hate you. I hate you. I hate you."

You said words which you didn't mean while punching his chest. I.M's eyes turned watery as well. His heart throbbed seeing how you suffered for two years alone without him by your side. He walked closer to you and pulled you into his warm arms. He missed hugging your petite frame. He embraced you dearly, not willing to let go a precious gem like you.

"I'm really sorry Y/N,"apologised I.M whose voice turned shaky. You wailed and cried even more, gripping onto his coat tightly. You missed him.

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A/N: i feel bad for making I.M the bad person here but hey, he finally met his ex. If you peeps notice, the title of the chapters so far is either a lyric, a song or something the members like. This is how I write imagines😉

There is a part 2 for this chapter too:)