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19. Appa [Kihyun]

A/N: fyi, this kind of chapter is not my strength so please dont anticipate too much

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Your eyes glittered with joy. Holding his tiny hand made you saturated with happiness. However, you felt the whole weight of the world upon your shoulders when you scrutinized his facial features. He looked so much like his Dad but sadly, he wasn't there to see his son. You expected him to not come back, after what the both of you did that night. It wasn't just his fault, but yours too.

--Flashback--

"Yahhh, I can prove to you that I'm a man."

Kihyun hiccuped as he held the wine glass in his hand. You heaved a sigh, seeing him drunk. He reeked of alcohol and you knew you had to stop him.

"Stop spouting nonsense,"you took away the glass from his grasp.

You got flabbergasted when he seized your wrist. "Do I like you? We've been friends for 16 years but you make me go crazy. My heart..."

He pounded his chest and continued on. "Cannot handle you."

You swallowed down a gulp when his words strucked your heart. Kihyun and you have been friends for very long and it was normal that you developed feelings for him because you were close to a guy friend, a very charming and attractive one. You felt the same way but you pretended that you weren't affected by this doubtful friendship you had with Kihyun.

You glanced over to your wristwatch. It was already late. "Kihyun, let's go home. It's late."

"Whyyyyyy,"he whined.

You hung his right arm over your shoulder and helped him out of the bar. You hailed a cab near the street and pushed Kihyun into the back seat first. You closed the door when Kihyun and you got safely in the car. You told the driver Kihyun's home address and he nodded.

When the both of you arrived, you payed and thanked the driver. The driver was nice enough to help Kihyun out of the cab so you only needed to send Kihyun home.

"Why are you so pretty?"Kihyun poked your cheek.

You felt butterflies in your stomach. "I know that."

Kihyun curved into a goofy smile. You dragged the heavy Kihyun and finally reached his door apartment. You keyed in the password and pushed opened the door once it produced a beep sound. The both of you knew each other's door password just in case there was an emergency but so far, Kihyun trespassed your house just for food.

You dragged your feet towards Kihyun's room and finally heaved a relieved sigh when you placed Kihyun down on his king-sized bed. You flipped your hair and rested both your hands on your waist.

"Go to sleep, Kihyun. You're so drunk right now. I'm going home now,"you said.

As you were about to leave the room, Kihyun seized your wrist and pulled you to his bed. You sat down beside him, astonished.

"Y/N, I like you,"blurted Kihyun. His gaze was serious.

You gulped and just blinked blankly. "Yah, you're-"

Kihyun interrupted you by crashing his thin lips onto yours. Your eyes widened like an owl and you froze. You wanted to push Kihyun away but deep down your heart, you were ecstatic that he had feelings for you. Kihyun pulled away from the kiss and scrutinized your face. He embraced your baby smooth skin. His gaze landed onto your shifty eyes and then down to your tinted red lips.