A/N: we all know this is gonna be sad so i would be surprised if u guys cry despite my shitty work.
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The sun cast elongated shadows on the ground. A golden glow spread across the sky as the sun filtered through the clouds. The weather was perfectly fine but that day wasn't. Your hair was disheveled, your energy was drained out from your body and your dark circles showed a sign of fatigue. 'Why was the weather so nice out there on a day like this?'you thought.
You averted your gaze onto Minhyuk, lying down on bed with iv drip taped onto his left arm. The beeping from the heart monitor machine filled the room. Your heart throbbed seeing his condition. You never knew he had a severe asthma. He was sent to the hospital in a dash when you noticed him having difficulty breathing.
You prayed everyday, everynight, in hopes to see Minhyuk alive. He never told you that he had asthma and you felt guilty, for making him do things that could worsen his condition. Just then, you saw Minhyuk's eyes, slowly opening.
You rose up from your seat instantly. "Minhyuk?"
He blinked when he saw you. His lips curved into a smile. He was the sunshine in your life. He always gave you happiness but this time round, his smile was a sad one.
"Did you wait for me?"he asked very weakly.
A tear dropped onto the mattress. "Why are you crying?"asked Minhyuk as he held your left cheek. He wiped the tears that was falling.
"I'm sorry, Y/N. I promise you that I would never make you cry but I failed to keep that promise,"said Minhyuk.
You held his hand which was still on your cheek and shook your head, giving him a reassured smile.
"I'm sorry for not telling you about my sickness. I didn't want you to worry about me and think that I might leave you,"he added.
Your heart throbbed even more everytime he apologised. "It's not your fault, Minhyuk."
His smile grew wider. "Don't worry, I'll stay by your side."
You nodded your head and caressed his hair. He tried to rise up from bed so you helped him out. "Let's get some fresh air,"he said.
You nodded and helped him to stand up. You held his arm as the both of you ambled slowly to the rooftop, which was the hospital's garden. As the both of you arrived there, the both of you sat on a bench. To your astonishment, Minhyuk laid his head onto your shoulder.
"I miss your voice,"he frowned out of the blue. You were a music teacher for college students. Singing was your passion and everytime Minhyuk was bored, he would always ask you to sing for him without fail.
"What do you want me to sing?"you asked as you looked at him.
"You sound nice in everything,"he complimented.
You flushed in red and averted your gaze away. You thought of a song that was perfect for that day. You cleared your throat and started singing.
[U shld play the song for more feels😉]
Yojeumdo jamdeulji mothagoseo
Jamjarireul dwicheogyeo maeil
[These days, I can’t fall asleep
I’m just tossing and turning every day]
Shigando gyesok heulleoman gane
Dadeul jago itgetji maybe
[Time just keeps ticking
Everyone’s probably asleep, maybe]
Sangsanghae uriye iyagiran
Chaegi itdamyeon eotteon endingilkka
[I imagine, if our story was a book
What would the ending be like?]
Dadeul jamdeun daseot shi shipsa bun
Geu majimak peijien
[It’s 5:14 AM, when everyone else is asleep
On that last page]
Amado urin ppeonhaji aneun
Geureon haepiending ilgeoya geureol geoya
[We’ll probably have a not so typical
Happy ending]
Amado urin modeun iyagiga geureoteut
Seulpeugido dachigido
[We’ll probably be like all other stories
Sometimes sad, sometimes painful]
Amado urin o geureon apeumkkajido
Hamkke hal tenikka
[We’ll probably take that pain
Together too]
Amado urin jigeumcheoreom
Eonjena hamkke jame deul geoya
[So just like now
We’ll probably fall asleep together always]
Geureol geoya
[That’s how it will be]
You smiled as you finished singing. You were delighted that you could sing for Minhyuk on that day because it was finally the time for him to depend on you.
"How was it?"you asked but your eyes were still glued onto the white clouds which were clustering together. However, you received no response. 'Is Minhyuk asleep?'you thought to yourself.
You looked at Minhyuk's face and his eyes were already closed. You glanced over to your wristwatch. 5:14 pm. 'How could he sleep at a time like this?'you thought once more.
"Minhyuk,"you called and shook his lap. However he didn't budge.
"Minhyuk?"you called once more. Your heart started racing and your mind started to panic. You gulped and cupped Minhyuk's face.
"Minhyuk?"
He still didn't budge.
"Yah, you told me you'll stay by my side."
He didn't respond. Your hand shivered as you placed your index and middle finger together onto his neck on where his heartbeat was. Your heart shattered into pieces. You couldn't feel his heartbeat.
"MINHYUK!!!"you wailed and tears started streaming down your cheeks like a river. You hugged him closer to you and his body felt cold. Why did he leave you at that time? Why out of all, does it have to happen when you were singing? You bit your lip and cried even more, coughing onto your tears.
Minhyuk's time of death: 5:14pm
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A/N: seriously, this is why i dont like sad endings. I kind of felt sad while writing this angst. If u cried, i'm gonna be a proud mama. To all people out there, PLEASE don't sleep on monsta x. They're such precious babies. And also, you MUST listen to 5:14-Last Page. The song is written by my bf, Wonho💗 and the song is VERY touching. It can make u cry i swear. Now, time to see Minhyuk's funny moments to cheer me up:)
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Fanfiction[ imagines/one shots of monsta x ] °genie of creating fantasies° Published: 13 May 2017 Completed: 18 June 2020
