Love affair | Chacha

Awkward

~Chapter 28~
Awkward

Time skip ⏭
1 month later

Chases POV:
I haven't seen Charli in a month, I never visit her because if I'm being honest I'm not sure she wants me to visit. I scared her away. I miss her a lot and I know I shouldn't. I know I should be relieved that she's gone but I'm not. After all, I do love her.
Tomorrow is the day I will find her, I wanted to give her time to process. I'm sure she's processed by now.

I looked beside me at Blaire

Blaire: "hello? Cole? Are you listening"
Chase: "mhm"
Blaire: "no you're not. what are you thinking about?"

Oh- I didn't realize she was talking

Chase: "nothing."
Blaire: "okay. Well I was just saying goodnight."
Chase: "oh. Goodnight. Sorry, I was just  zoned out"
Blaire: "it's okay."

Ever since we decided we weren't divorcing, she's been pretending like nothings changed. Like we are still in the same place we were before everything happened.

She walked upstairs

What should I do? Where could I find Charli without going to her house?

Work, I could go to her work.
She's definitely gonna be there.

I hope she's okay. What if the reason she hasn't been calling is because sometimes happened to her? What if she's hurt? I hope not.

Charlis POV:
Yes I've been avoiding him.
It's already been a month now and I don't know what to do. It's not like I don't want to see him because I do, he's my friend. He's the only good person I had in my life. But what the hell am I supposed to say?

He ruined everything.

We can't be friends anymore.
It will be awkward.

All I ever wanted was a friend and I finally had one until he had to ruin it all and kiss me.

Then kiss me again, and again, and again.

Then fall in love with me.

My life's is pretty much back to normal now that he's gone.
Normal isn't a good thing. It's boring.

I was getting used to the drama.
But now all I have to do is, clean, cook, and clean again.

I hate it.
I wish chase and I could start over, from scratch but now it's too late.

Alexander: "Charli get over here"

Shut up. Shut up.

I walked over

Alexander: "sit down, have dinner with us."

Dinner? It's 10 o'clock?

I sat down

Willam: "we got to visit our real mom today"

Nobody asked

Why am I even sitting here? I don't have any food? They ate it all

My phone started ringing

Thank god. Saved by the bell

Charli: "sorry got to go."

I walked away.

I looked at the number and it was a unknown one

I picked up

Charli: "hello?"
Chase: "hello love"

How did he call my number? I blocked him? He must be using another phone or something