Charli is 25 and hates her life but doesn't want to admit it, she's unhappily married with step kids who she hates.
She's unfaithful to her husband and she doesn't feel bad about it. She works in a job that she also hates. She's on the verge of sui...
Charlis POV: I can't believe this... how could he? He said he loved me? How can he be in love with her and be in love with me? It makes sense now that I think About it... he goes twice a week... and for what? To talk about me? He doesn't spend hours a week talking about me to his therapist.
I should have known. I'm sure they aren't having an affair, chase wouldn't do that... but he still loves her...
Maybe I slept with his cousin but at least I'm not in love with him
I deserve better than this?! I trusted him. He could have at least told me? I deserve that at least? I deserve the truth. He can't marry me while he's in love with someone else??
I walked downstairs almost crying.
How could he do this?! She's my therapist too?? What's so special about her??
Mason was on the couch
Mason: "charli?? What's wrong??"
Like he cares.
Charli: "stop, don't ask if you don't care"
I wouldn't tell him anyways. It's embarrassing. The person I was gonna marry is in love with his therapist.
Mason: "just tell me? Of course I care." Charli: "the person I was gonna marry is in love with his therapist."
He looked confused.
Dammit?! I didn't mean to let that out. Or maybe I did. Who knows. I just hope he beats the living crap out of chase in his sleep.
Mason: "he what??" Charli: "I don't get it... why?? Why would he do this?? He said he only had eyes for me? How could I be so blind?"
I'm in shock right now... I assumed I'd be the only girl he ever loved...
Charli: "you heard me" Mason: "I'm so sorry Charli... I had no idea"
He's not sorry? He wants me to be with him.
Charli: "you aren't sorry." Mason: "I am"
I walked over to the book chase gave me for Christmas and I started ripping the pages out one by one, throwing them into the fire place. I watched each page turn to ash just like our relationship. He burnt out bridges not me.
Mason walked up to me and wiped the tears off my face
Charli: "not now"
I took his hand off me. I can't do this right now... my heart is broken... And he's trying to hit on me
Mason: "I'm so sorry about him..."
I just don't believe that chase would do this... I understand if he did it to someone like blaire or any of his other relationships but me? We had something different. Something special. Right? Or was that just a lie. Was all of it fake. Was our relationship normal? Did he really love me that much or was it all in my head? Is he even the real person he says he is?? Can someone even be that perfect? No. He's a fraud. I can't believe I was gonna marry him.
Charli: "about your question before..."
He looked at me
Charli: "I agree. I wanna be with you"
I never thought Chase would betray me in such a way. I never thought he'd betray me period.
Mason: "you do??"
I nodded
Mason is the next best option and you know what, since chase decided to betray me. Now I don't feel bad about doing the same to him.
He smiled
Mason: "I'm glad you came to your senses"
He kissed me on the lips. I didn't kiss back
Doesn't feel right... I gotta break up with Chase... well end things
Mason: "what's wrong?" Charli: "it doesn't feel right to kiss you when I'm still sorta with him" Mason: "you did it before, plus you said it yourself, you guys aren't together"
I guess he is right... Chase even said we aren't together yet... so why am I feeling bad?
Charli: "alright let's do it then" Mason: "you sure?"
I nodded
Charli: "Il admit it mason... I do like you..." Mason: "I knew it." Charli: "shut up and kiss me already"
He quickly kissed me and I kissed him back. He picked me up and brought me upstairs. We went into my room and locked the door.
Time skip ⏭ 1 week later
Chases POV: Ever since Christmas night Charlis been very distant from me. Ignoring me, not even acknowledging that I exist? It's strange. I text her every morning before work, asking if I can come over later. I try to call her she doesn't answer, and the morning after Christmas she kicked me out of her house. She said she wanted a break from me? What did I do? I was asleep? What could have possibly happened while I was asleep that made her hate me so much.
I got a text on my phone Please be her
I opened it- yes- finally she texts me.
"come get your stuff."
Excuse me?? Get my stuff?? What Did I do??
I texted back
"Charli what did I do?? I'm sorry?? I didn't mean to do anything? Please just tell me. We can talk this out??"
She didn't respond.
How long can she ignore me for? What did I do...
Unless- no. She couldn't have- I looked down at my chest- no no no no- she took the key?! why was she looking in my diaries?? It has a key for a reason??
Charlis POV: I've been sitting here for a week thinking about him... and no, not Mason. Chase. Even though he hurt me, I didn't just stop loving him. I don't want this to be the end of our relationship... again... but it has to be...
I looked beside me at Mason
Mason: "can we tell him today?" Charli: "who?" Mason: "Chase"
What?! He thinks I'm gonna tell chase about our relationship. He's got to be crazy.
Charli: "no? We just started dating. We aren't telling anyone."
I heard a knock on the door
Charli: "stay here."
I quickly walked downstairs and opened the door. I hate seeing his face.
Chase: "Charli I'm sorry you saw my diary?? But it was locked for a reason? I know you probably think I'm-"
I slapped him
Charli: "how could you?! How could you be in love with someone else?!"
A/n Oop tea 😟 Guess Charli really couldn't hold in her emotions.
Who's side you guys on? Charlis or Chases? Or none. 😁
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Ahhh they are so cute!! (I'm writting this the day it was published, by the time I post this chapter you guys will have already seen it)
