Love affair | Chacha

Its not your fault

                     ~Chapter 75~
                  It's not your fault

Chases POV:
Oh...
I feel really bad for her? He forced her to do it? That's abuse? It's not her fault that she's pregnant with his child? I'm obviously not exactly happy about it but I can't blame it on her.

She was abused? And harassed? Why is she apologizing for that?

I really hope she is okay...

I wish she would have told me this before? I wish I could have done something. I feel so dumb. I knew what was going on at her house but when we broke up I didn't do anything about it and I feel terrible.

I should have been there...

I wrapped my arms around her

Chase: "I'm sorry"

She pushed me away and she looked confused

Charli: "what? Why? Why aren't you mad?"

Did she expect me to be mad??

Chase: "because it's not your fault?"

It's his

Charli: "I know- but I just sorta expected there to be some yelling going on"

Why would I yell at her for that

Chase: "you were forced to do that? It isn't your fault you are pregnant? I just wanna know if you're okay?"
Charli: "yeah, I'm good thanks?"

Why does she expect me to be mad??

Chase: "do you know what you're gonna do yet..."

I hate saying this... Especially since it's not my choice whatsoever... but I hope she plans on aborting it... not that it matters...

But I want what's best for her...

Charli: "I don't know..."
Chase: "take your time... you've got till you're 24 weeks pregnant to decide"

She has to be less than 24 weeks to have an abortion If she wants one

Charli: "thank you for this Chase... I really appreciat- I really need your support right now"

She smiled

Chase: "of course"

I smiled

I am of course devastated that it isn't my kid... but I'm not gonna say anything mean or rude to her because she's already got enough on her plate... I shouldn't complain. I'm not the one pregnant

She sat beside me then cupped my cheeks, she kissed me on the lips making me smile

Charli: "I love you and I'm sorry if I've been mean to you these past few weeks, sometimes I don't know what I'm saying and I get defensive. I just need you to know that I do love you and I'm so thankful that I have you in my life"

I smiled

Chase: "no, I totally get it. You're pregnant, I know your emotions are gonna be heightened"

Sometimes I forget that Charlis the same girl I had a crush on since 3rd grade. I really can't believe that after all these years, we end up together again
And someone like her who is way out of my league, likes me? Well, loves me?

Maybe I should just try and forget all of the things she's done... if the people were really as bad as Alexander then maybe she's right... maybe she did do it for a good reason. Maybe it is helping the world become a better place.

She stood up and walked over to her alcohol cabinet-

Charli: "could you go to the store to get more bottles?"