Love affair | Chacha

Guilt

                     ~Chapter 32~
Guilt

Chases POV:
I cant believe I'm doing this
I really do hate to cheat. But I would never forgive myself if I didn't take advantage of this opportunity. I love Charli, I want to love blaire but I can't. I don't trust blaire.

Chase: "but no Labels yet, I want to start off slow if that's okay?"

As much as I'd love to call her my girlfriend, it feels wrong to have a girlfriend and a wife.

Charli: "yeah, that's fine. We can take it slow"

I smiled and got closer to her

Chase: "can I-"
Charli: "yes, you can kiss me. You don't have to ask for consent to kiss me"
Chase: "I'm just making sure you wanna be kissed"

Wouldn't want to kiss her then make a complete fool of myself

Charli: "I do"
Chase: "okay so I'm gonna kiss you now"
Charli: "okay"

I put my hands on her neck and kissed her. She kissed me back and placed her hands around my waist pulling me closer

She pulled away.

Charli: "it's snowing"

I looked up

Chase: "are you cold? Do you want my jacket?"

I started taking off my jacket

Charli: "I'm okay. I don't need a jacket"
Chase: "are you sure?"
Charli: "yes im sure"

I took off my jacket and put it on her

Chase: "too bad"

She rolled her eyes sarcastically

Charli: "im serious"
Chase: "so am I"

I held her hand and we kept walking

Chase: "so, how long have you been living here in london? I never knew you moved to the UK"

I'm gonna try to get to know her a little Better, I really know nothing about her new life.

Charli: "you never told me you moved to the UK."
Chase: "fair enough"

I'm surprised we didn't stay friends, after we broke up we were still really good friends.

Charli: "I've been living here for 4 years. lived in New York before that, before that I lived in Quebec, and before that it was France. Then as you know I lived in LA"

Wow. She moved a lot?

Chase: "you've been everywhere wow"

She nodded

Charli: "not for the right reasons"

What is that supposed to mean

Chase: "what?"
Charli: "Il tell you another day"

Okay...?