Love affair | Chacha

The day after

~Chapter 21~
                    The day after

Charlis POV:
I woke up in a random bed.

My god, what did I do? All I remember is getting drunk? Who did I hook up with this time?

I quickly got up and looked around.

Chase? Hm. That's new.
We didn't do anything did we? No. He's too respectful for that.

Then why are we in a motel room? What happened last night?

my head hurts so bad.
this Hangover is really bad. How much did I drink.

I looked at chase sleeping on the couch and woke him up.

Chase: "ughhh"
Charli: "what happened to me"

He sat up slowly

Chase: "um a lot of things happened yesterday, you said some things that were pretty crazy but ended up being true and long story short we ended up here"

Wait what did I say? Please don't let it be what I think it is

Charli: "what did I say?"
Chase: "you told me the truth about the kid, about blaire, about the real father."

Shit.

Charli: "I'm sorry.. I didn't want you to find out that way"

Wow. I must have gotten really drunk. I can't remember a thing.
Why would I do that?

Chase: "seems like you never wanted me to find out at all"
Charli: "I was gonna tell you eventually I swear"

I wasn't

Chase: "Youre my best friend Charli, I thought you'd tell me when something like this happened"
Charli: "I didn't wanna hurt you
Chase: "it still would have been good to know before I married her"
Charli: " I didn't think you'd want to know, when I told you she cheated you said you would rather have not known. I thought it would be the same for this"
Chase: "you're right. I'm sorry"

He really is too nice

Charli: "why are you apologizing?"
Chase: "this isn't your fault. I shouldn't blame you for any of this"
Charli: "no, it is my fault. I should have told you."
Chase: "it's okay, it doesn't even matter anyways. Even if you did tell me I'd probably still marry her"

What why??

Charli: "huh?"
Chase: "I'm gonna go over there today and apologize to her, I shouldn't have gotten mad. Even though what she did was worse than me, I still kissed you and that's cheating, we both cheated. It wouldn't be fair for me to just blame her"

You've got to be kidding me.
Why does he find a way to apologize for everything?! He's the victim here. not me, not blaire. Him.
He was cheated on for months, he was lied to for months, he is the victim in this situation not her

Charli: "no, you aren't apologizing?! You did nothing wrong?! Don't you see that!"
Chase: "I yelled at her, she's my wife. We shouldn't fight"
Charli: "you're actually staying with her?!"

Is he okay?? Does he not know what's going on? I do not understand him.

Chases POV: