~Chapter 198~
There's no turning backCharlis POV:
I want to be happy. I deserve to be happy. that's right I said it, I finally said it. I deserve to be happy. For the longest time I told myself I don't deserve happiness, I'm that awful of a person.I only recently figured out that I do deserve happiness. I deserve a happy ending because I have been through hell and back. I've had enough suffering? I'm done with the suffering. I have to start living and frankly, I don't care what people have to say about me getting married.
I want to get married and I want to live a drama free life. No more murdering, no more on and off relationships, no more fights. Just a normal life. A happy one.
Fernando: "Tomorrow?? You sure we can do that??"
Yes I am sure. I can hire people to do the stuff
Charli: "could you go on online and call the place we are having the wedding at, the band, the decorator, the priest and whoever else you can think of?"
Fernando: "that's a lot- what are you gonna do?"Does he wanna get married or not?
Charli: "I'm getting my dress of course"
Takes a lot of work.Fernando: "that's it?"
Yes that's it?
Charli: "well do you want me to look ugly?"
Fernando: "no?"
Charli: "then yes that's it."I have 4 already but i don't like those ones anymore. Plus now I'm rich so I get to buy expensive ones.
I quickly walked out the door and into the car
I started the car then started drivingAs I passed a certain someone's house I thought about him.
Do I tell him... do I tell him I'm getting married? That would for sure hurt him... that's what I wanted right?
Alright I'm gonna stop thinking about this. I have to go wedding shopping.
I arrived at a dress store and walked inside the store. I started looking for a dress. I grabbed a few that I liked and tried them on.
I wish I had friends so I could ask for an opinion.
I put on the last one I had and looked in the mirror...
Perfect. This is the one. Long white bottom with a long sleeve lace floral top.
It's not too much but not too little. I love it.I'm taking this one.
I took the dress off and laid it down on a bag. I went up to the front desk and paid for it. I took the bag and walked back to the car.
Chases POV:
I don't know what to do. I don't know what to say. I don't even know what to think. What is my purpose in the world? Do I even have one? I only ever wanted to make people happy and if I have made anyone, even just 1 person happy, then I've done my job... but i don't even know if I have? I destroy everyone I touche. So who have I made happy? No one. I have no purpose and all I am is a burden. Why am I trying to be happy when I don't deserve it? I'm a horrible personI heard a knock on the door, I stood up and looked in the mirror. My eyes were red.
I wiped my eyes so it wouldn't look like I had been crying.
I walked over to the door and opened-Charli: "hey Chase..."
What the hell?? Why is she here? I told her I didn't love her anymore? How many times will she keep coming back?
Did that not do the job? Does she not believe me?Chase: "Charli. Do you wanna come in? Want something to drink?"
Maybe today wasn't such a good day to tell her I don't love her. She's already having a horrible day after Bo died... I guess that makes the both of us...
Charli: "no thanks... I just came- I came to tell you something... I know it wouldn't be fair if I didn't tell you..."
Is this serious?
Chase: "okay?"
She looked down at the ground
Oh. It is.
Charli: "I'm- I'm getting married..."
Did I just hear that correctly?
She's joking right? It's a joke?I laughed
Charli: "why are you laughing..."
Chase: "because that was a joke? It was a joke. Right??"I saw her eyes start to water then I realized she wasn't joking
Chase: "no- no you can't- you can't get married again? Charli it's been a day? This is a bad idea??"
She's been dating Fernando for a day?? She hasn't even given herself the time to realize it's a phase?? By the time she does it will be too late?!
I always thought I'd be the one to marry her...
Charli: "Im doing this Chase... there's no turning back... the weddings tomorrow..."
Tomorrow?! What the hell?? That's too soon!
Chase: "why are you telling me this then... to hurt me? Why? To prove you're moving on with your life while Il be stuck behind all alone?"
I don't understand why she'd come here unless she wants me to convince her to not get married
Charli: "I came to tell you because I love you and at the end of the day no matter what you do... or how badly you hurt me... you're still my family..."
I am...?
Chase: "I know you're hurting Charli but you don't have to do this..."
Charli: "I do... and I want to... I'm sorry Chase."This can't be happening... she can't be getting married...
Charli: "i'm inviting you to the wedding. But I'd understand if you wouldn't wanna come..."
Why exactly would I ever want to come to her wedding?? I know this is a huge mistake for her? She's gonna regret it for the rest of her life, how can I watch that?
Wait actually-
Chase: "Il be there love... Il be there"
And Il do everything In my power to stop that wedding.
A/n
Omg omg omg this is the second last chapter. 😭😭😭 next chapter is the last chapter. Get ready.I'm about to write it right now and I'm prepared to cry. It's gonna be a lot longer than these chapters.
I just wanted to say thank you to everyone who's stayed with me during this book, Il give everyone a proper thank you at the end of the last chapter
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Love affair | Chacha
FanfictionCharli is 25 and hates her life but doesn't want to admit it, she's unhappily married with step kids who she hates. She's unfaithful to her husband and she doesn't feel bad about it. She works in a job that she also hates. She's on the verge of sui...