~Chapter 110~
I just want us to be happy
Chases POV:
I really shouldn't be doing this... it's against Charlis privacy... is it bad that I wanna see if she enjoyed it?
Yes. That is bad. I can't be watching this?
It's just a sex tape.
It's not like I've never seen this type of stuff before- well I haven't- but that's not the point. The point is, there's stuff like this all over the Internet, what's the difference between watching this and watching that stuff?
It's not that deep.
She's my girlfriend, it's not like I haven't seen her naked. It's nothing I haven't seen before-
But she was filmed without her consent? It would be disgusting for me to watch this?
Il just watch the beginning.
Nothing else.
I unpaused it and it started playing
He started kissing her and she didn't kiss back
??: - "kiss me back now."
Why does it seem like she isn't drunk-
Charli: "that wasn't part of the deal"
What deal?
There was a deal?
??: - "well it's my deal, it's my rules. Unless-"
Charli: "Il do it fine."
Charli claims she drank a lot...
I know drunk Charli... and I know she doesn't sound like that... she sounds Won-key and she doesn't make sense...
That's not her
She wasn't drunk was she... meaning she knew what she was doing... meaning she knew she was cheating on me?
I quickly shut the laptop.
This wasn't a mistake...
It was on purpose.
She hurt me on purpose...
A tear dropped onto the ground and I laid down on the couch
Charli: "are you okay..."
I looked up at her and my eyes were red
Chase: "you said you'd never hurt me on purpose... I know you weren't drunk that night Charli..."
How could she do this to me??? I thought she loved me?!
She looked at the floor
Charli: "it's not what it seems like..."
Chase: "Then what is it? Because what it seems like to me is that you got bored of me and you decided you'd sleep with another guy"
...
Charli: "that's not-"
Chase: "all I do is love you Charli? I think you take advantage of the fact that Il love you no matter what you do? But what if one day I don't forgive you. What if one day you stoop so low that I can't forgive you? What will you do then."
Il always love her? It doesn't Matter how bad she hurts me. I'm just so tired of getting my hopes up every time...
Time skip ⏭
4 hours later
We arrived back at her house after not speaking to each other the entire day.
I really just need time to think... not about breaking up but about how I'm gonna recover and move on from
this...
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Love affair | Chacha
FanfictionCharli is 25 and hates her life but doesn't want to admit it, she's unhappily married with step kids who she hates. She's unfaithful to her husband and she doesn't feel bad about it. She works in a job that she also hates. She's on the verge of sui...
