~Chapter 125~
I'm worried about you
Charlis POV:
What is wrong with me. How could I ruin all my progress?? And for what?? A stupid mini tiny drink? I just proved that I can't control myself. Alcohol controls me. In my mind, there's no such thing as one drink. I was about to ruin everything, I was about to drink all of these bottles and I was about to get blackout drunk. I didn't care about the consequences? I didn't care that chase would be disappointed in me? All I cared about was drinking.
I wasn't thinking. I'm such a selfish person? the love of my life is waiting for me upstairs, he isn't just waiting for me now but he's been waiting for me for 4 months. He waited for me to get myself together and to call him. But I never called him? I never even thought about hIm? He had to come here? And for what? After everything, all that time I made him wait, he still wanted to help me?
He sacrificed everything for me, and I can't get my act together and sacrifice drinking.
I put the drink down and I pushed them all away from me.
I put my face into my hands
Charli: "how could I do this..."
He sat beside me
Mason: "it's okay Charli you only took one drink"
He really cannot be talking right now- the audacity he has to even sit next to me-
I stood up
Charli: "what is wrong with you."
He's a horrible cousin to chase. He knows how much chase wants me to be sober? Why in the world would he give me a drink.
I took my flowers and I walked upstairs
I saw chase
Chase: "what took you so long?"
Charli: "stomach issues"
I don't want him to be disappointed in me...
Chase: "are you okay? Do you need anything-"
Charli: "Chase I'm fine"
He nodded
Charli: "thank you for the flowers by the way, and the note"
I smiled
Chase: "no problem"
They are my favorite flowers
Chase: "I know they are your favorite"
Charli: "tell me what's your favorite, so I can get them for you next time"
He laughed
Chase: "hmm? My favorite flower? I like Lillys."
Il remember that for next time I go to a flower shop
Charli: "okay, Il remember"
I hope
Mason walked upstairs
Mason: "uh- Charli- why is there blood on your wall-"
Oh no-
What?? I could have sworn I got every bit of it??
Charli: "you know... uh- girl problems-"
Boys will fall for anything if it involves that.
Mason: "oh- okay."
They never ask further questions, even though what I said made no sense whatsoever
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Love affair | Chacha
FanfictionCharli is 25 and hates her life but doesn't want to admit it, she's unhappily married with step kids who she hates. She's unfaithful to her husband and she doesn't feel bad about it. She works in a job that she also hates. She's on the verge of sui...
