~Chapter 153~
She can date whoever she wantsCharlis POV:
I know! I know! It's horrible?? But I can't lie and say I didn't enjoy the dream?! I can't stop thinking about it?? I can't stop thinking about how he kissed my jaw and how his hands went around my w- no?! See?? This is exactly what I'm talking about?Why am I thinking like this. This never happens?
I refuse to think about this any longer.
In my mind, I'm a virgin. I don't like to think about my old self. Though my virginity was taken from me by Chase, I like to forget about that and pretend I have a pure and innocent soul. But if that were true? Why do I find myself thinking about recreating that dreamEw no?! That's disgusting?? I would never do that?? Ever?? Unless of course I was a married woman. Which I'm not.
I've already promised god I'd never engage in any sexual activity until I'm married.
Charli: "I know it's terrible! I'm so sorry!"
I put my hands Together and looked up
Charli: "please god forgive me"
Priest: "why do you think you are having these dreams?"I don't know??
Charli: "I have no idea"
Priest: "is this friend maybe more than a friend?"Yes, he's my ex
Charli: "he is my ex"
But that doesn't have to do with anything does it?
Priest: "have you guys ever been sexually active"
...
I looked at the ground in disappointment
Charli: "unfortunately yes... a long time ago"
Priest: "why do you think you are having these dreams now then?"
Charli: "maybe because I haven't seen him in a long time..."That's probably why...
Priest: "that is probably why you are having un-holly dreams about this man"
I nodded
Charli: "you're right. That has to be the only reason"
Priest: "you are forgiven"I smiled
Charli: "thank you so much father"
I walked out of the box and saw Fernando standing there
Fernando: "I heard you taking"
Oh no?? He did?? That's so embarrassing?! You aren't supposed to listen to the confessions??
Fernando: "it's okay if you are having dreams about me"
What-
Charli: "you-"
Fernando: "Really it's okay"...
Charli: "oh my gosh how did you know."
Better him than chase
Fernando: "I heard you say you were having un holly dreams about a friend who you haven't seen or been sexually active with in a long time"
Take a hint...
Charli: "exactly... you were exactly who I was thinking of"
He nodded
Fernando: "that's alright, I dream about you too"
Oh- uhm. Alright...
Charli: "let's get going"
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Love affair | Chacha
FanfictionCharli is 25 and hates her life but doesn't want to admit it, she's unhappily married with step kids who she hates. She's unfaithful to her husband and she doesn't feel bad about it. She works in a job that she also hates. She's on the verge of sui...