Lady execution Levi Ackerman x OC (ENG) 18+

Chapter XXXII. Joys and sorrows of life

"What?" His pupils widened in shock. His voice betrayed him completely, he could hear himself as if he wasn't even in his own body.

"Our whole relationship is just convincing each other that everything will be fine. All these years, I've been trying so hard to make us happy, I wanted to create a home for you, a place where you'll be loved and wanted, but it seems that the only one who wanted and saw all these good is me," she breathed out and leaned against the table exhausted . Immense pain pulsed through her entire body.

"No," he whispered in a broken voice and shook his head in disbelief. "It's not like that at all,"

"Levi, I said it's over..."

"No, no, no, don't do this to me," he cursed as the alcohol was starting to completely control his thoughts. All possible emotions through fear, pain, anger and sadness flowed in him one over the other, competing which of them would be the first to inflict a wound to his heart that brought tears to his eyes. "I don't want you to stop loving me because... I love you so much," his chest tightened desperately as he saw her cold expression again.

"You have a strange way of proving it to me,"

"You're all I want"

"No..."

"You're all I have!" He screamed, which honestly surprised Theia. She didn't know if she had ever heard his scream of pain. She pushed her regret with all her might.

"Get out Levi!" She walked over to him and pushed him into the door, but he grabbed her hand to stop her. Theia reached up and slapped him. His hair covered his face. "Leave,"

"No," he whispered. "I won't let you..."

"Fuck, get out of my sight!" She hid her fingers in her palm and reached out, but Levi blocked her blow with his palm. He grabbed her hand very tightly as she turned to kick him. He stopped her leg with his forearm, but to his surprise her strength pushed him a little further. "Let me be!" Theia placed her foot on the ground and reached for the wing of liberty pendant she still wore around her neck, but Levi grabbed her wrist to stop her from jerking it off her neck.

"No you can't ," he shook his head disapprovingly, but by then Theia had fallen to her knees in exhaustion and Levi frowned in confusion. "Are you OK?" She clutched her stomach and crouched painfully on the ground. "Hey, it's been repeating to you a lot lately, what's wrong with you?" He knelt in front of her and gently stroked her back.

"Every day, every month, every year, I do what I can. I try and try and try again. And it's still not enough. I wanted help so badly, I did everything I could to become who I am. I got tired, gave up, cried and tried again.. You... you have no right to say such a thing to me at all!" She frowned painfully again and exhaled sharply. "You're not fighting me Levi, you're at war with yourself and I can no longer stand in your blast zone and be your shield, because this time I can't stand up on my own either. Fuck, I need my husband," he pulled his hand from her back and his eyes filled with tears. "I was alone. I thought I was going to lose my mind, but you didn't see it, you didn't even care..." After these words, Levi looked away shakily. He stood up very slowly and backed up to the door, against which he leaned. He began to breathe rapidly and tears fell uncontrollably from his eyes. He lost control completely, suffocated in his body, wanted to scream, but his lungs were drowning in pain.

"I..." he whispered, devastated. "You are my everything..." he couldn't continue, he thought he was going to choke. He clutched his chest where it stung painfully. Theia looked up tearfully at him. He slid down the door slowly, burying his fingers in his hair as he hit the ground and threw his head back. His eyes were tightly closed, tears falling uncontrollably from them. He was shaking. She often saw his depression, but not panic attack like this. She turned to face him and moved closer on her knees to sit on the ground a short distance away from him again, watching his suffering in silence. "I'm sorry, I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry," he repeated over and over, even though he was choking on his own words. Theia frowned regretfully.