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"Theia, I am sorry..."
That day, I felt such pain, I wished to tear all ties with this world. I just wanted to disappear, as if I never existed...
"We tried. Levi tried. He was looking for her for hours. All he found was her horse, but no sign of Ilse."
Everyone has many personalities that live inside them. The one who wants to die, the one who wants to live. The one who wants to give up and the one who wants to keep going under all circumstances. Well, all these personalities are fighting in me. Every single day...
"Please don't blame Levi. He did what he could,"
I have a question for you. If you could go back in time and relive one day,
which one would it be?
Trost District June 20, 850
Five years after the wall of Maria fell, the titans applied for a word again. The military garrison claimed that humanity was ready for the next attack. Can we really have some chance to be prepared for that hopelessness and the smell of death at all? Humanity may have claimed victory, but all victories are nothing, without sacrifices, which nobody speaks about. Those that will be consumed by fire and oblivion.
After the recapture of the Trost District, Eren Jaeger was assigned to a scout unit under the direct command of Captain Levi Ackerman in order to improve his titan transformation skills to be able to participate, along with the new cadets, in the 57th Expedition beyond the Walls.
The day before the expedition itself, Levi's unit, together with Eren, moved to Karanes, from where the scouts were supposed to depart. They settled down for the night in one of the guardhouses of the military garrison and waited for instructions from Commandant Smith. Levi worked into the night on the plan of the expedition, until he realized that even the last of the candles was slowly burning down. Exhausted, he leaned back in his chair and lifted his heavy eyes to the clock to make sure it was well past midnight. He rubbed his face and stood carefully, stretching his stiff muscles. He cleaned the papers on the table and blew out the candle to take a slow step to the bedroom. He took off his jacket, which he folded neatly and unbuckled his gear straps, while he very carefully pressed the door handle. His eyes adjusted to the darkness very quickly and after closing the door behind him, he removed the straps and placed them next to the bed. He exhaled and watched the thin figure lying in the white duvets with tenderness in his eyes. He took off his shoes and walked his bare feet across the stone floor to sit on the bed. For long minutes he watched her pale face and her fluttering eyelashes, which were, to his amazement, incredibly long. He devoured her pink lips and the wavy hair that spread around her head like a crown. She hasn't changed at all over the years. Rather the opposite. He found her more beautiful every day. Well, one thing has changed in the end. He smiled and caressed the tiny gold ring that adorned her ring finger. He regretted that he couldn't afford to buy the most beautiful ring he could find, due to his army salary. He wanted to give her everything in the world, even though he knew, she didn't want anything like that. To his surprise, she frowned a little and her fingers intertwined with his.
"I'm sorry, I didn't want to wake you up. Go to sleep again," he whispered awkwardly, because he hadn't used his voice in a good few hours.
"Are you done?" She asked, keeping her eyes closed.
"For today, yes," it might seem absurd to someone, but he felt that if he stopped working, the Earth would stop spinning.
"Did you eat?" She asked with her sweet voice.

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Lady execution Levi Ackerman x OC (ENG) 18+
FanfictionWarning: 🍋and adult content. "Moan for me," she whispered and he smiled softly. Theia stopped breathing in surprise. She had never seen any of his smiles in her presence before. "Shouldn't you be the one moaning for me?" He asked and she bit her l...