Luke giggled as he watched Ashton run around with Calum on his back.
He loved how cute they are.
"Michael! Give me a piggy back ride!" Luke said, and laughed at how childish he was being, but he was happy.
"No.." Michael laughed, so Luke pouted.
"Please Mikey!" Luke asked, laying his head on Michael's shoulder.
"Cmon, Michael. He'll have fun." Calum said.
Michael really wasn't in the mood. He just wanted to watch tv and relax right now. Besides, his muscles were sore from the show last night.
"Yeah, well you're not the one who has to carry him. It won't be fun for me. He's too damn tall and weighs almost 200 pounds." Michael muttered, causing Luke to tense up.
All he wanted was to have fun with Michael. He didn't want to have to feel insecure about it.
"Michael. He's your boyfriend. Make him happy." Ashton said, so Michael sighed, and Luke shook his head.
"It's okay. I don't really want one anyway." Luke whispered as he stood up.
He quickly ran inside, feeling humiliated.
"I upset him." Michael whispered, running his hands through his hair.
"Luke tends to get insecure about his height and weight. You didn't have to mention it. He just wanted to spend time with you." Calum said, and Michael sighed.
"I'm so stupid." He mumbled, and stood up.
Michael walked up the stairs, and went into his room. They shared it, so he would expect to find him there. However, he found him in his bathroom with his fingers down his throat.
"Luke don't you dare!" Michael yelled, and ran over, picking Luke up off of the ground.
"Are you stupid?! I thought you quit that!" Michael yelled with Luke's back pressed against the wall. All Luke could do was cry.
Michael picked him up, but Luke quickly shook his head, getting down.
"Luke, I promise, I can carry you. You're okay." He said, picking up the blonde boy again. He walked Luke out to the bed, and sat down with Luke on his lap.
"Luke, I really didn't mean to upset you like this." Michael said, and wiped Luke's tears away.
"I'm being dramatic. I just thought this whole time you thought I was beautiful. I'm the stupid one." Luke whispered, wiping away the remainder of tears.
"Baby, you're beautiful. I've always thought that and I still do. I love how tall you are, and you're not fat. You've got all of these sexy muscles that turn me on more and more every day. So what, I'm a lazy ass and I didn't think about making you happy. I'm sorry. But, Luke, you are so beautiful." Michael whispered, and leaned up, kissing Luke's lips.
"I'm sorry for making you cry. I never want to see you trying to hurt yourself ever again. Especially over something stupid I said, got it?" Michael asked, and kissed Luke's nose.
"Got it."
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