FLUFF (FavreMySabre Oneshots)

Lighkie

Mainly for thundercloud82 cause they ship me with Lighty, but also for everyone else who knows me
Read to the end for the everyone else part.

High school AU

!¡Trigger warning!¡
Cutting
Starvation
Suicide

~Cookie's POV~

I walk outside of the school building, grateful for the day finally being over. "Hey Cookie!" Light Steve says happily, making me freeze up. I make sure my sleeves are rolled down, hiding the scars that are along my arms. Yeah, they were already covered, but I don't want Light Steve to know. He's the only friend, I don't want him to hate me too...

"Hey, Lighty," I force a fake smile, trying to make it seem real. He giggles softly, pulling me into a hug. I freeze up, before hugging him back.

"What do you want to do, Cookie?" he asks me, making me smile softly at him.

"Video games at my place?" I suggest, and he nods eagerly.

"Yeah! Let's go!" he giggles, grabbing my hand and dragging me in the direction of my house. I follow, biting back a wince when he holds where the most recent cut is.

Nevertheless, we head to my house, soon getting there. I unlock the door, and he goes to the kitchen like he always does at my house; making me smile, a real smile, for the first time in a long time. But sometimes, a smile isn't enough...

"Want anything, Cookie?" he asks, opening the fridge.

"I'm good, thanks though," I lie, though not having food in the past four days.

He frowns, and I bite my lip. "You said that at lunch, both yesterday and today.."

"I've been eating dinner, don't worry," I explain, hating how bad I feel for lying to Light Steve. My only friend, and I lie to him.

He doesn't seem to believe it, but he hesitantly nods. "Fine, but I'm staying until you eat then," he huffs, pulling an apple out of the fridge and biting into it. I sigh, hesitantly nodding. There's no way I'm going to get out of this...

"Let's go play video games in my bedroom," I say softly, and he eagerly nods. He runs up the stairs, knowing exactly where he's going since we hang out all the time.

I follow, flopping my bag down on the floor before sitting on my bed. I start up my PlayStation, grabbing the controllers and handing one to him.

He flops down next to me, and we immediately start playing Minecraft together.

***

We've been playing Minecraft for a few hours now, and I look over at him. I say he's just my best friend, but I know that's just a lie. I've secretly liked him for a while now, but I don't have the courage to tell him. After me and Blue Steve broke up, I had nobody. All his friends avoided me, even though they were my friends too. That's when I started cutting.

Now, Light Steve is my only friend I have, and the only person whom expected me, so I don't want to lose him too. 

"Are you okay, Cookie?" he asks softly, snapping me back to reality.

"Yeah, I'm fine." Another lie.

"No, you're not...." he sighs, putting the controller down and turning to me. "Tell me what's wrong, Kay..." he says softly, knowing that I love that name but nobody ever calls me it.

I bite my lip, looking down. "P-Promise not to hate me..?" I ask, my eyes watering slightly.

He smiles softly, pulling me into a hug. "I promise, just tell me what's wrong..." he whispers. I hug him back, biting my lip more.

"I-I like you, Lighty..." I whisper, and he freezes up. Oh god, he hates me.... I think silently, pulling back from the hug.

"Y-You do..?" he asks, and I just get up. I run down the stairs, Ignoring Light Steve yelling at me to stop. I hear him following me down the stairs, but I get a large knife from the knife block.

He yells at me to stop, but I go outside the back door.

"Cookie! Please!" he pleas at me, but I ignore it.  Time to finally do what I should've done years ago... I think, stabbing the knife through my chest.

Light Steve screams as my legs give out from under me, and I hear Light Steve quickly dialing 911. "S-Stay with me... p-please..." he pleas, his voice seeming close by.

"K-Kay..." he murmurs. "I love you..."

And then everything goes black.

                        ~Light Steve's POV~

Cookie's body goes limp, and tears stream down my face. "911 what's your emergency?" someone asks through the phone.

"M-My friend j-just stabbed themself..." my voice cracks as I break into a sob.

"We're on our way right now, make sure they stay conscious," they say, clearly tracking my phone to get to Cookie's house.

"C-Cookie... please..." I whisper, gently shaking her. "Please wake up... I need you..." I whisper, though knowing it's probably too late.

Sirens fill my ears, and I take the knife from Cookie's hand quickly. I'm sorry, Cookie... I'll see you there... I think silently, looking at her face.

"I love you..." I whisper, tears continuing to roll down my face as I hold the knife to my chest. Footsteps come running towards me, shouts at me to put the knife down as well.

Before they can get to me though, I stab it through my chest, just as Cookie did.

"Stay with us, son," my dad murmurs, seeing as he was a paramedic.

"I think it's too late..." someone whispers softly, looking on. I'm sorry, dad.... I think silently, feeling myself slip away by the second.

Then, I can't hear anything else as my eyes roll back into my head, and everything goes black.

~~~

I'm frickin tired and sick but I can't sleep ;-;;;;

Officer Expired Cookie~