When I enter the school doors, anger was practically radiating off of me. I wasn't even trying to hide my emotions, I let everyone see so they could leave me the fuck alone.
I make it to my locker, shoving my bag inside and slamming it closed before feeling a hand on my shoulder
"Hey Jisung-"
"Do not fucking touch me, Tian," I growl out with poisonous intentions.
He lifts his hands in defense, rolling his eyes. That was when it clicked. I grab his collar, spinning us around and shoving him into the lockers so hard that they shook.
"I cannot believe you. Every amount of fucking trust I had for you is gone. Forever. You're a fucking liar and a piece of fucking shit. I can't believe how stupid I was for ever believing that you had changed. Don't you ever talk to me or even look at me again. Get the fuck out of my sight."
I threw him to the side (he fell on the floor, but it serves him right), almost stomping to my next class. Ignoring the concerned and shocked looks I got, I sat down in my seat. I'm sure they could hear what I said in the hallway, but I didn't give a damn. I said what I said. They all deserve to know he's a shitty person.
"Mate, are-"
I hold my hand up, silencing him yet staring straight ahead. I was too pissed off to even talk to Chan right now. I needed to calm down first or else I'd have another blow out.
"Okay," he understood, "I'm here if you need me."
I nod, gripping my pencil so hard that my knuckles were turning white. I could hear some of the wood start to strain, but I didn't stop until it broke. I squeezed the half tighter, forcing my thumb on the sharp pieces.
"Jisung, stop!" Chan shouts quietly enough to not get into trouble. He grabs the pencil out of my bleeding hand, throwing it in his bag. "What the hell is wrong with you?"
"Chan, don't-"
"Take a deep breath, Han. Don't start yelling at me. Go ask the teacher to see the nurse, and don't come back until Felix gets here."
I immediately relax when he says Lix's name, picturing his sweet face in my head. Taking a deep breath, I hold my hand as I get permission to go to the nurses's office.
After about ten minutes of walking there and letting her get all the pieces out and the blood cleaned up, I sit on a chair as I wait for the bell. I didn't want to be here. I felt so angry that I just wanted to cry. I needed an urgent hug.
"Jisung?"
My head snaps up when I hear Felix's voice, my heart skipping a beat. When our eyes meet, tears begin to build up, blurring my vision.
"Oh Sungie," he says, rushing forward to let me collapse into his arms.
I just cried and cried. After feeling such an intense emotion of hatred, I felt defeated. I felt weakened. I felt... so, so disappointed.
"Let's get you back to my house, okay? I'll just text your parents off of your phone that you were sick."
-
I lay against his chest as he brushes my hair with his hand, slowly soothing me to sleep.
I had explained everything that had happened when we were in the car. He was upset that I had harmed myself, but I hadn't been aware of it at the time. I was so blinded by anger that everything went black. I didn't even feel it. Of course, it was throbbing now.
"You're such a dummy head sometimes, you know that?" He whispers with a chuckle.
I nod, just barely moving my head.
"Go to sleep, little one, I've got you."
His small, warm fingers brush down the bridge of my nose repeatedly, lulling me into a deeper state of unconsciousness. I love him.
•How was this?•
