When a Bad Boy and a Bad Girl fell in Love (Bad Love Series #1)

<64> Regrets

Kevin's POV 

It's been days since my plan has ended. Hindi ko alam kung bakit pero hindi ako masaya, hindi ako nasiyahan sa ginawa ko. Dapat nga magpapiyesta pa ako kasi tapos na ang lahat ng sinimulan ko. Pero bakit ganito ang nararamdaman ko? Something's not right. 

I'm scrolling through my phone's gallery. And here I am in my room, I locked myself in because of an unknown reason. All I can see are her pictures, stolen shots, and our picture together. I can't force myself not to smile. I miss her smiles, her attitude, her cute face, and everything about her. In conclusion, I miss her, I miss my fake girlfriend. I don't know why but that's the truth, I really do miss my Princess. 

Argh! Bakit ko ba nararamdaman ang lahat ng to? Ano na bang nangyayari sa akin? 

Do I love her for real? 

Then the realization hits me, napamahal na nga ako sa kanya. Hindi ko na lamang ginagawa iyon para sa plano. I've fallen for her. I don't know when I don't know how. But one thing is for sure I really love my Princess, I love you, Maira. 

Pero kung talagang mahal ko sya, bakit ko pa sya nagawang saktan noong mismong kaarawan nya? Why did I hurt her on a day that is very special to her? Why did I let others see her carrying the pain? Why did I chose to break her heart if I know that I'm already in love with her? Why did I continue my plan if I'm the first one to fall? Why did I choose to continue than to stop? Why did I do that to her? Why?!

Do I really love her? If yes, then why did I hurt her feelings? 

I guess I'm not in love, yet.

 Because if I am, I will not destroy her heart. 

Maybe I'm just confused about what I'm feeling. 

Or maybe I'm not ready to face the reality that I truly love her. 

Maybe.

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It's the last school day of the week, Friday. For the past four days, nothing special happened. Ganoon padin ang lahat, hindi ako pinapansin ni Maira, panay iwas silang tatlo sa grupo namin. May mga ilan ilan padin pinagtsitsismisan ang nangyari noong Monday kaya agad uminit ang ulo ko. 

I came as fast as I can sa grupo ng apat na babae na pinagkwekwentuhan ang prinsesa ko. 

Yes, she is my Princess.

"Oy alam mo ba may pagkaboba pala yung nasa top ng Memorial Prime level 9"

"Oo nga nabalitaan ko din yun" 

"Asus nandun nga ako ng pinahiya siya ng Bad Boy" 

"Ako din, kitang kita ko yung pagluha nya"

"Matalino pero bobo sa pag-ibig" 

"Agree" 

"May tama ka!" 

"In short, tanga" 

At sabay sabay silang nagtawanan, kaya lalo akong nainis sa kanila. 

"Hey Girls" bungad ko sa mga tsismosa. 

"Gosh ghurl nanaginip ba ako?" saad ng pinaka leader nila. Sabay sabay namang umiling yung mga kasamahan nya. At pare parehas silang parang kinikilig. 

"Ahmm can I ask you a question?" I said. 

"Margarita"

"09727739276"

"Section 2"

"Pangalwang kanto pagkadaan ng resto" 

Halos sabay sabay nilang sabi. I gave them my confused yet handsome look.