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Maira's POV

Such an exhausting day! Well at least it's already Friday, I can get enough rest finally! And this is the last day of us being here in New York. Tomorrow we will be back in the Philippines. Well, mommy's decision. Only mommy and I are only here in New York since nanay already flew back right after she feels better. She just stayed like 2 or 3 months? I guess? I don't remember the exact months she stayed with us. At least it is still memorable for me, every Saturday afternoon we will tour the tourist's spots here and we ended up eating in an expensive restaurant. It may be simple for others but for me it is special, having two mothers is extraordinary. And I'm lucky enough to have them both at the same time. They're always there whenever I encounter different struggles in life. And they fulfill my life by loving me, even though I don't have a father nor a father figure, I am still happy and contented with my life with them. 

Nanay just stayed a short period of time because she wants to pursue her dreams. And who are we to stop it? She's our family and we respect her decisions in life. She wants to be a disciple of the church. She wants to help abandoned children like her, she wants to take care of those children, she wants to give love to them. Because that is what she experienced from her past, she wants to return that love she received. And the way she'll return it is by serving the church, take care of and love orphaned children, and love herself more than she loves other people. I am glad that she takes care of me and loves me as her own child even though she wasn't my biological mother. She treated me and my friends as her family, she taught me different things about life, she made me understand the importance of life, and she pointed out to me that anger shouldn't be planted in the heart and mind. She may not be my true mother but she will always be my mother in my heart. 

About my relationship with my biological mother, mommy Shaina. We're now super duper ultra mega close! We were just like best friends! She always has that vibe that is near to my heart. Others say that it is not that obvious that she is my mom and I am her child. They don't believe that our relationship is mother-daughter one. They always suspect us as sisters, that we are just siblings! Well I can't blame them at all, mommy is too beautiful, she's still a glowing maiden for me. In the first look, you will wonder if she's telling the truth about her age. And her vibes are still like a teenager, yet when she speaks and thinks it is very mature. Her physical attributes may like a teenager, but the way she advises about unusual problems of life hits different to your heart. She's always there to help you even though you don't need that much help. She made me feel cozy with this nation whenever I felt uncomfortable. And the fact that she accepts me as her child even though I am that fruit of the pain she experienced from her past, touches my heart, it made me feel loved. I also feel that she is making up to me, she's fulfilling her absence in my life through the past years. Even though I'm not requesting that she voluntarily validate herself to me. I accept and I love my mommy so much, and I know she's feeling the same way to me.

While when it comes to my friends, Scian, Jade, and I are keeping in touch. Like we promised before I left the country, we always contact each other if we have free and enough time. Nothing changed in our camaraderie, except the fact that it is going stronger. Even though they always tease me to my fake ex-boyfriend, Kevin. I don't know why they're doing that but who cares? I already fake move on, I mean already forget my past with him, I already find myself and I am ready to perform my sweet vindictiveness. I didn't exert too much effort to plan as he did a year ago, and I won't move too much as he did, he exerted too much effort just to break me? What a rarity stupidity, even though he succeeded in his previous plan I am still thankful for what he did to me. He may have hurt my feelings but that pain made me stronger, it made me do this to him. I will take vengeance on him, but as I said it will be too easy for me, I won't do a such move like he did. Especially now that I have something to use against him, I just found that he has a weak spot, thanks to my friend that are keeping me updated. Lady luck is now on my side, Kevin, my sweet revenge will be much easier to handle than I expected. Just wait and I'll just attack without a warning. So it is better to be prepared than nothing. 

That's enough for that topic, I just remember about it because Me, Jade, and Scian are now talking through video call, and as I expected them, they're still teasing me to him. Geez, what's with them? 

[Yieeee miss na nya] Jade said teasingly while smiling widely on the camera. 

[Aminin!!!! Kunwari ka pa eh] Scian added. 

I just rolled my eyes and said,

"Whatever girls, please let's stop talking to him"

[Aba't pa english english ka na lang ngayon ah!] Jade commented. 

[Ano ba Jade? Obvious naman na iniiwasan nya lang ang topic natin] Scian stated. 

"Yeah, whatever" I sarcastically replied.

[Oh diba? Confirmed!] Scian shouted. 

[Wala na this, Scian. Rupok ng kaibigan natin] Jade responded. 

"What? I'm not twiggy!" I said slightly pissed of. 

[Ano daw?] Scian questioned.

[Twiggy? Yan ba yung sangang maliit?] Jade innocently said. 

"What the hell?" 

[Jade, marupok ang ibig sabihin sinearch ko] 

[Ahhh, ikaw nga Maira ay magtagalog para makausap ka namin ng maayos]  

"Yeah whatever Jade, it is just a simple word. 'Twiggy' seriously you don't know that?" 

[Oyy hello hello hello. Choppy choppy choppy kaaaa, putol putol ka Maira mahina ata signal mo. Bye na muna] Jade suddenly said then she ended the call so Scian and I are the only ones left in the video call. 

"As if I have slow internet, but for her information, I'm here in New York, connections are stable here unlike there in the Philippines" 

[Pagpasensyahan mo na yun Maira, lalim naman kasi ng english mo eh. Babawan mo naman] laughed Scian.

"Yeah, whatever. I already told you that I'm going home tomorrow. So, see you there! Mwah byeeeee" I said in a sweet tone of mine. 

[Asahan mo kami ni Jade bukas Maira, babye] she replied and we ended the call. 

I'm so excited to see them again! Finally after a year! 

After a year I will see and hug them again like we used to before. 

And of course, I can execute my sweet revenge on him. 


Dear Heart,

A year full of fixing myself, forgetting him, loving my family and friends. One year has passed by and that is normal, yet it is the time that I'm waiting for. I can finally see my friends again, I can visit Nanay at the church and of course, I can enter Memorial High again, a school that I belong with, that school where he broke me, and finally that school will witness his pain too. I am so excited to see him breaking down, and kneeling in front of me just to stop. I am so excited to testify that he will endure the pain I will give to him. Enjoy your last happy days Kevin. 

-Maira

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