Old Friend Book 3

Chapter #83

Chapter #83
Sam’s POV
I am awaken from my nap by Scarlett kneeing my in the junk in her sleep. “OW!” I yell pushing her off me and onto her side of the bed. “What the hell Sam?” She says groggy. “You kneed my junk in your sleep you mean mean mean mean woman.” I say holding my junk. “Oh my god I’m so sorry.” She says. “We may never have children again.” I groan. “I’ll get you some ice.” She says. “Thank you.” I say with my face in the pillow.

Scarlett’s POV
I genuinely feel bad for kneeing Sam in the groin in my sleep. I was filming Civil War. “Mom you ok you look like you are overthinking something?” Sarah asks. “Well I may have kneed your Ma in the balls.” I say. “What?” Sarah laughs. “I was asleep dreaming I was filming Civil War and I was laying on your Ma like a koala and I woke up to her yelling ‘ow’ and pushing me off her and I am getting her ice.” I explain. “Damn Mom if you don’t want more kids just say so.” She laughs. “YOU DON’T WANT MORE KIDS!” Mom shrieks as she comes in the kitchen. “For your information we are going to try after the new year ok I just accidentally kneed Sam in the balls in my sleep hence the baggie of ice now if you’ll excuse me.” I say making my escape. “I WANT MORE GRANDBABIES!” Mom calls out. “I KNOW!” I roll my eyes, what is with her? “Here, beautiful cinnamon roll.” I say and she takes the ice. “Thank you. You are very strong even in your sleep. What were you dreaming about that you had to take out on my girls?” She asks. “I was dreaming that I was filming Civil War the scene in Lagos to be exact.” I tell her. “Well I’m not Romalow so please don’t take it out on me.” She says. “I’m never living this down am I?” I ask. “Eh I’ll probably forget Sarah won’t though.” She says. Damn it she’s right. “Still want to join me for recording a song?” She asks. “Yeah of course but can you walk?” I ask. “I can walk do you not remember high school I played soccer and got hit in the balls a lot.” She says. “But you were the best player.” I say as I remember going to every game. “I wasn’t the best you are just bias because I fuck you.” She says as we walk downstairs to the studio. “Hey Ma I’m surprised to see you up.” Sarah says looking up from the latest song she is editing. “Haha I was an athlete I’ve had worse.” Sam says. “What song are we doing?” Sarah asks. “Uh ‘Darkside’ to start with then maybe ‘Mess Of Me’.” Sam answers. “Ok I’ll get in the soundbooth.” I say.

“Got these voices in my head”
“Been getting louder”
“Can't drown”
“Them out”
“Kinda feels like I've”
“Lost all my power”
“Now it's been replaced”
“With doubt”
“Whisper in my ear”
“Promise I'll get comfort there”
“Can't help but be scared”
“Oh dear it pulls me in”
“Temptation based on sin”
“Diving off an edge with no repair”
“I'm going to the”
“Dark Side”
“Where there's”
“Peace of mind”
“I don't need no company”
“I'm used to the lonely”
“Going to the”
“Dark Side”
“Maybe there”
“I will find”
“A sliver of my sanity”
“Don't have much lately”
“I'm going to the”
“Dark Side”
“I think I've lost my mind”
“I'm going to the”
“Dark Side”
“Cause I've already tried being the”
“Good guy”
“Lately life hasn't”
“Been very kind to me”
“The cards”
“Are stacked (stacked stacked stacked)”
“All my life breaking rules”
“Was the enemy”
“Now that's under”
“Attack”
“Create your own luck”
“Fuck everyone else”
“They only give a damn”
“About themselves”
“And oh dear it pulls me in”
“Temptation based on sin”
“I think I could use some help”
“I'm going to the”
“Dark Side”
“Where there's”
“Peace of mind”
“I don't need no company”
“I'm used to the lonely”
“Going to the”
“Dark Side”
“Maybe there”
“I will find”
“A sliver of my sanity”
“Don't have much lately”
“I'm going to the”
“Dark Side”
“I think I've lost my mind”
“I'm going to the”
“Dark Side”
“Cause I've already tried being the”
“Good guy”
“Pains me to say it”
“This world wasn't built”
“With honesty as policy”
“It was built on guilt”
“And it pains me to admit”
“I've been playing the game wrong”
“Always played by the rules”
“And it made me a pawn”
“So now I'm going to the”
“Dark Side”
“Where there's”
“Peace of mind”
“I don't need no company”
“I'm used to the lonely”
“Going to the”
“Dark Side”
“Maybe there”
“I will find”
“A sliver of my sanity”
“Don't have much lately”
“I'm going to the”
“Dark Side”
“I think I've lost my mind”
“I'm going to the”
“Dark Side”
“Cause I've already tried being the”
“Good guy”

“Ok meme time because I need something to lighten the mood.” Sam says.

“I just want to talk”
[PaulBettany: What did I do to you]
[ElizabethOlsen: You get used to it plus I look great in that picture]
[SarahJohansson: Who wants to know what Mom did]
[SamMily: Sarah give your mother mercy]
[ScarlettJohansson: Thank you Sam]
[MelanieSloan: Scarlett kneed Sam in the balls in her sleep]
[ScarlettJohansson: MOM!]
[ElizabethOlsen: SCARLETT]
[SamMily: Scarlett was asleep!!]

“Sarah Lauren.” I say. “Let’s just do the next song.” Sam says. She closes her eyes and begins to sing.

“My charade, my charade”
“My grenade, my grenade”
“My charade, my charade”
“My grenade, my grenade”
“Stay on the inside”
“Don't let your secret out”
“Reveal the landslide”
“That's always pouring”
“Down, down like the rain”
“Can you see me drownin'?”
“Drifting away”
“They'll never understand”
“Why I disappear”
“The voices that I hear”
“Calling me into the darkness”
“I'll breathe in, I'll breathe out”
“So sick of holding it down”
“Where no one sees”
“This mess of me”
“It's okay, I'm alright”
“Even though I'm dyin' inside”
“I'm never free”
“Of this mess of me”
“A test for demons”
“Conceal this double life”
“No rhyme or reason”
“For the war behind these”
“Eyes, don't get too close”
“Do you see what I see?”
“Haunting like a ghost”
“I'm never free”
“I'll breathe in, I'll breathe out”
“So sick of holding it down”
“Where no one sees”
“This mess of me”
“It's okay, I'm alright”
“Even though I'm dyin' inside”
“I'm never free”
“Of this mess of me”
“This mess of me”
“No, I'm never free”
“My charade, my grenade”
“I will lie for you”
“I will follow you until the end”
“I'm ashamed, I'm afraid”
“If they knew the truth of my abuse”
“What would they do?”
“What would they do?”
“My charade, my grenade”
“If they knew the truth of my abuse”
“I'll breathe in, I'll breathe out”
“So sick of holding it down”
“Where no one sees”
“This mess of me”
“It's okay, I'm alright”
“Even though I'm dyin' inside”
“I'm never free”
“Oh, of this mess of me”
“I'm never free”
“Of this mess of me”

A/N
I love those songs Mess of Me by Citizen Soldier, Dark Side by Iris Grey. This chapter’s question is what is your favorite memory with your best friend? Mine is when she sent me a picture of her holding a baby and I assumed her sister had another kid and I told her that the baby was adorable and she responded and I quote “Thanks I made him.” That was the day I found out I had another nephew. Anygays see you in the next one.