"Options... I've ran out of Options..." (Book 3)

Chapter 36 - "Wedding Night Bliss..."

Chapter 36 - "Wedding Night Bliss..."

Clara's PoV

'So?' I smirked as John staggered in the door behind me. He had been drinking - but who wouldn't at their own wedding? With the exception of me of course - because I didn't want to ruin things before they had even started.

I hadn't had a drop in about 4 years now which had to be a record.

'So indeed' he grinned approaching me, as I slammed the door and chuckled at his frame.

The kids were with Lilly and Richard separately as they went up to bed and the hotel room one by one through the evening.

Avia and Evie had both made it to the end of the evening unfortunately having to witness the grossness of their father drunk - but it's nothing they haven't seen before I'm sure.

He kissed me lazily, drunkenly throwing his tie on the floor, as I kissed back then parted ways. 'Maybe you need to sober up just a little first?' I suggested, as he fell back against the bed and I threw a bag of crisps at him.

Hopefully some salty crisps would soak up a lot of the alcohol and he would be a bit more present.

He munched away on the bed whilst he watched me from a distance struggle to undo and get out of my dress.

'Feel free to help at any moment' I scoffed.

'Don't want to get crisps all over your dress. Wedding dresses do not come cheap' he mumbled standing up and wiping his salty hands all over the bed sheets then approached me from behind.

I felt him gently and softly push my curly hair away from the back of my neck and felt him pull the zip of my dress down agonisingly slowly.

He was doing it slowly on purpose but either way it was worth the wait.

I wasn't sure how entirely to approach it - mainly because we hadn't been this intimate in a few months now. I mean yeah we've had sex but ever since the miscarriage it has just been difficult to really want to get intimate in a passionate way.

'Hey. Why you nervous? It's not like it's our first time' he hummed kissing my neck.

What makes you think I'm nervous?'

'The fact that your so stiff to my touch' he hummed as he pushed the straps of my dress off my shoulders and I turned to look at him exposing both breasts.

'I don't know why. I guess we haven't been alone in so long that it's never really been -- as romantic?' I smiled.

'We can take it slow. We've got all night' he smirked.

'Down boy. I have to sleep at sometime' I said, pushing my hands towards his face and pulled it towards mine.

It was sweet and wasn't rushed and even through he was most certainly drunk he was still gentle. He always was a gentleman though in that area.

I was the one to beg for entrance to his mouth and I was the one to start undressing him. He was just being modest though because as soon as I started removing his clothes he took control again and started removing mine.

I repositioned myself to straddle him, and he held my back running circles up and down, just staring.

'So a wedding night. What exactly do you want to do?' He asked smugly.

The room was a bit cheesy really, you know the red lovey dovey stuff, not that we really noticed what the room looked like until the morning, over night we were a bit busy and slightly pre occupied.

'The rooms nice' I said and he smiled.

'I did a lot of research to find the perfect hotel room - it's just a good job that it was in the same hotel that we were getting married in' he hummed.

'Well I'm glad you did' I said leaning down to breathe in his face.

'So-- Umm' he said breathing hitched.

'Mmm?' I said removing his bow tie with my teeth and slung it on the floor. He seemed almost nervous.

'Are we going to have sex now?' He asked.

'If you want... Shall we make it more interesting?' I questioned.

'Interesting?' He asked gulping. 'Well it is our Wedding night, and this room is really nice, so how about we have a little fun?' I said. He grinned a cheesy grin.

'What you thinking?' He asked. I just winked, and took his face in my hands.

'Let's see shall we' I said to him and ran my tongue across his bottom lip.

I could literally taste the arousal on him. So I pushed his trousers down and we proceeded to start married life... The right way.

- - -

'You could put some trousers on' I scoffed as he was bent over rummaging through the mini fridge. It was hours later. It was at least 2 in the morning.

'Oh come on sweet cheeks - it's not like you haven't just made good use out of them'

'Sweet cheeks? Let's not use that one again' I said rolling my eyes. 'What are you doing anyway?'

'I'm a bit peckish I have to be honest. Did you bring a doggy bag from downstairs?' John asked looking hopeful.

'It's a 24 hour room service hotel. Just order yourself a sandwich' I said rolling my eyes and curling up on the bed then had a thought.

John was already going through the room service menu before I had a chance to look up at him and decided that I would make use of that huge bath.

'Wanna bath?'

'Eew. I hate baths'

'What normal person hates baths?' I scoffed.

'I just don't like the idea of washing yourself in the dirty bath water that you've been sitting in. How is that getting clean?'

'It's recycling. And it's relaxing. Anyway I've bought some bath bombs?'

'Hmm. Still not selling it to me' he tutted.

'Okay. Better question... wanna have a bath with me?' I said as his eyebrows rose.

'I'll be there once I've eaten my soon to be panini' he said then looked up. 'Want anything? Because if I order for just me and it arrives and you try to steal it - I won't be impressed'

'Hmm. I'm okay I promise: I'll wait until breakfast'