My Awesome Book Of Randomness & Complete Craziness 1

I Feel Better Now

My heart is so heavy it feels like it's sinking
And then I feel like I have trouble breathing;
How is it that I can feel this way
Even though it happens day after day.

Shouldn't I be used to it, since oft it happens?
But no, here my heart just keeps clappin'.
I tell myself I do not care, even though I do-
Could it just be that I really just don't want to?

Why should I care when he doesn't see
What a father is supposed to be?
Why should I care when all he does is drink
And only makes all our hearts sink?

We all love him, we care for him, from mother to his little daughter
So why is it he's not willing to stop his selfishness and be a good father?

One day perhaps God will give him a wake up call,
But will it soon happen, before into darkness he'll fall?

Dear God, be with us, as we endure these trials,
Help us all as we go through the pain,
Help us, even through these times, to give our best smiles,
And help us learn to just dance in the rain.