𝐋𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐥𝐲 𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐬 𝐂𝐥𝐮𝐛 ✦ 𝐖𝐨𝐥𝐟𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐝

𝘛𝘳𝘢𝘶𝘮𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘻𝘦𝘥

[ Y/n ]

B and I laid in bed, sleeping together. Though we weren't mad at each other or anything, we weren't cuddling.

I could hear him whining but couldn't bring myself to wake up. All of the sudden he kicked my leg, urging me awake. I sat up an glared at him.

He was crying. Sobbing, actually. I grabbed his shoulders and started to shake him awake. He continued to thrash around for another moment before sitting up.

He let out a scream as he sat up, moving away from me. "Baby, baby,baby, it's just me. Okay? Look at me, it's okay. You're safe now."

He shook his head and wiped his eyes. "Y/n, I-I don't know how to talk about it... I don't know why but every time I try to tell you I start to panic."

I shook my head and shifted, pulling him over to me. He rested his head on my chest, towards my shoulder.

His hair was damp this sweat, making it stick to his face. I rocked him and ran my hands through his hair. "Shh, I'm here baby. Whenever your ready to tell me, I'll listen. Just so you know, I won't ever judge you. Okay? I love you."

He sniffled and nuzzled his nose against my skin. "I love you too." I laid him back down and crawled back into my spot.

As soon as I laid down, B rushed to cuddle me. He was shaking and I felt my heart ache.

"Y/n..." he whispered. "Yes, my love?" I replied. "Io said I have PTSD... D-does that make you love me less?"

I sat up and looked at him. Hot tears ran down his cheeks, making me rub them away. "Absolutely not. I love you no matter what. I care about you and your mental health. I want to help you recover from whatever traumatized you. Not judge you. Okay? I love you. So much. I won't ever stop loving you."

He nodded and placed his head back on my chest. I could hear his hiccups and feel his shaking. My poor baby...

I ran my fingers through his hair, lightly tugging at knots until they dispersed. Eventually B fell back asleep, holding my waist as tight as he could.

"I'll love you forever B..." I whispered, closing my eyes and trying to relax myself to sleep.