𝐋𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐥𝐲 𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐬 𝐂𝐥𝐮𝐛 ✦ 𝐖𝐨𝐥𝐟𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐝

Two nights

Not checked

[ Y/n ]

I exhaled the smoke from my cigarette, staring at the bright lights of the city in the night. This is the second night in a row he's been gone.

This proves it.

I put my head in my palms, crying to myself. Who am I kidding? Celebritys are never faithful to regular people. Which is exactly what I am to Finn. I cried until I felt sick. How could he do this? He swore he'd never cheat. He swore it. Yet now he looks at another woman the way he used to look at me...

Who?

I put my cigarette out and walked back inside and stared at the house. All of the memories of when we were a couple flooded in all at once. I gripped the couch and continued crying.

The door opened but I didn't dare look up at Finn. He was silent as he walked over to me. I grabbed him, hugging him tightly. He hugged me back just as tight and started to break down. "Why wasn't I enough?"

He shook his head and clutched my shirt. "It was me. You don't deserve this."  I pulled away and stared at the floor. "I'm sorry." He whispered. I shook my head and looked at the ring on my finger. He dropped to his knees and looked up at me. "I'm sorry!" He repeated. "I'll never do it again! I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me. I love you so fucking much Y/n. Everything else I've done... They're just meaningless! I was drunk for all of them! I'm sorry! I can do better! I will do better!"

I took the ring off and dropped it on the floor. I walked away, leaving him on the floor. I walked into our bedroom, closing the door behind me. I took my nightgown off and crawled under the covers.

How could he do this to me?

[ Finn ]

1 hour prior

I sat at the bar, staring at the whiskey in my glass. I let my head fall onto the counter and pushed it away. "Nothing tonight Finn?" Leo, the bartender, commented. "I have to stop being such a fuck up. My own wife won't even look at me. She already knows what's going on... I just... Why the fuck do I do it? I love her more than anyone but I always end up here with a random on my dick."

"The fact that you come here is your first mistake. Your second mistake is drinking. Your third mistake is cheating night after night."

"Usually I'm home by 11 or something..."

"Well last night you left at 2 and it's currently 2:40."

I shook my head and sighed. "She's going to leave me... I don't want her to leave." I went to grab the cup but Leo snatched it. "Finn... You obviously have an addiction."

I shook my head and looked up at him. "No I don't. I can stop whenever I want."

"Famous last words. Go straight home. Talk to her. Tell her you need help."

. . .

I stared at the ring for a moment before my vision was blurred by my tears. They dripped onto the floor, then I remembered that I had an addiction.