Origins oneshots!!! (Spare me)

Genophobia

(This ones a sensitive one☹️ well, introducing: Spicy angst!!!🔥🔥

Contains themes of sexual trauma, suggestive situations, possible commitment issues and sexual aversion disorder.
Sexual aversion disorder is a sexual dysfunction were a person will actively try to avoid or avert sexual situations, this is a disorder that can't be provided a diagnosis despite it being common and can be caused by many things such as sexual trauma, sexual abuse, fear of performance during intimacy and lack of intimate knowledge.)

Arti was relaxing in his room on his phone, it was getting late so he had changed into his pyjamas - a baggy shirt with some black shorts - and relaxed for the night. He wasn't exactly tired yet but he was feeling unmotivated so instead of designing or cleaning his room like he would've normally done he opted for relaxing in his bed until he became tired.

He wasn't really paying attention to much, just scrolling through different groupchats and random posts on social media until he was snapped out his boredom by a knock at his door.

"Arti?" Shino mumbled as he clicked open the door, blinking slightly to adjust to the light coming from his boyfriends room. He stud in the doorway holding into the doorknob with one hand and shielding his eyes with the other "what are you doing up?" Shino yawned, making Arti switch his phone off and place it on the side.

Arti looked over to his balcony, the curtain were drawn however there was a thin gap in them letting Arti see the sky had gone dark. "Oh! I'm sorry Shino, I completely lost track of time" Arti muttered, shocked by how quickly time had passed while he was on his phone. Shino smiled softly at him and made his way into further into Arti's room and sat on his bed.

"Don't apologise, just stop staying up late" Shino replied, caressing Arti's cheek earning soft giggles from him as Arti leaned forward and pressed a kiss on Shino's lips. Shino smiled and returned it, butterflies growing in both their stomachs. They pulled away and Arti fell back into his pillows, pulling Shino down with him so they could cuddle

Shino smiled as he placed on hand on Arti's back and the other on his thigh, Arti's hands wrapping around Shino's shoulders to hug him. "Why are you still up?" Arti asked with a playful smirk, trying to expose Shino's hypocriticalness as Shino was an insomniac yet was still strict about Arti's sleep schedule. "wasn't really tired" Shino replied, kissing Arti's cheek

Arti just smiled and buried his head into Shino's neck. God was he in love, he had never met anyone who he could feel completely comfortable and safe around, he never met anyone he could feel vulnerable and not have to worry about his responsibilities around. Not to mention how Shino made him feel, Shino made him feel pretty and likeable and always have him butterflies and made him so flustered.

Not to mention how gorgeous Shino was too, his soft freckles and deep olive skin. He was one of the kindest and most supportive people Arti knew, he was creative and sassy and entertaining yet careful and gentle and sweet. He was loving and calm yet he was funny and enthusiastic.

Arti didn't know what was going through Shino's mind whatever they had their quiet moments were they could just soak in each others affection. It felt like no matter how ling they would date they would always have their shy and tender moments. But Arti couldn't help but smile, softly running his fingers across Shino's soft warm skin as he smiled and blushed warmly.

Shino could feel Arti's wide smile in the crook of his neck, his smile being contagious to Shino. "Do you wanna just put a film on and stay up for a bit?... i think neither of us are tired" Shino whispered, earning a faint giggle from Arti "i-if you want to then.. i'd like to" Arti hummed, letting go of Shino so he could grab Arti's phone and open youtube on it.