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Jensen Ackles and JJ FINALE

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-Years later-
"I'm sorry Mrs. Ackles, but you have pneumonia."
The sentence that ruined your life. Your world crashed, like everything was dropped and gone. What do you say to something like that? What do you even think? You left with a quiet thank you and headed home, how do you tell the people you love your health could kill you, take your life away?
The ride home alone was full of tears and worry, barley being able to drive but eventually you made it home, even harder you didn't know what to tell your family.
"Hey wifey, what did they say?" Jensen asked, cooking some dinner for the family and kissing you on the cheek.
"Um ... just a cold, no biggie." He nodded and went on, not asking or concerning the lie.
"Mommy!" The kids yelled, attacking your legs with hugs, making your heart wrench.
"Hey kiddo's, were you good for daddy?"
"Always!" You and Jensen smiled.
Jensen ruffled Sam's hair and told them to go play, leaving you two alone in the kitchen.
"I'm glad it's just a cold. I was worried it'd be something worse, like pneumonia or something."
Your heart dropped.
"I mean, you can die from that babe! I don't even know what I'd do if I lost you."
"I'm going to go check on J and Sam, I love you." You said, trying to drop the subject
"I love you too, forever?"
"Forever."
If only forever would last a little longer..
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The past two months has been getting worse and worse. You were getting sicker, and you knew it. You still didn't tell your family about your illness but after today, you had to.
You were doing your normal cleaning the house everyday thing, the kids were at school and Jensen was out in the town somewhere for a meeting, normal everyday thing right?
You were doing the dishes as you felt your chest begin to tighten up and no air could get through, along with you already having a coughing fit every few minutes but this one was worse. Once you realized what was happening you dropped to the floor, holding your knees up to your chest and sobbing as you tried to get some air through, but couldn't.
You reached for the phone and dialed Jensen's number, hopping and praying he'd pick up.
"Hey baby girl, I just got out of the me –" you cut him off
"Jense ... come ... home... now..."
'What?"
"Fucking....come....home.." You wheezed. He hung up and sped all the way home, the only thing on his mind was you.
He got home as fast as he could and noticed you passed out on the floor, his heart dropping and all the fear hitting him at once. He ran over, turned off the sink that was overflowing and picked you up bridal style.
"Babe? Babe! Wake up, babe!"
"Please....please wake up....please" his voice broke, holding your head against his chest.
He noticed you were still breathing barley, and your heart was still beating which was a great sign. He placed you in the back of his car and sped to the hospital, never letting go of your hand. Every now and then he'd say a few things to see if you'd respond and wake up, but you didn't.
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"Hello, hi my name is Jensen Ackles and my wife Y/N Ackles is in a – I don't know coma? She won't wake up or respond to me and I – and I –" He stumbled, holding your body in his arms trying to keep you safe.
The doctor came in and took you away, took you away from him. They took you away, his love, his best friend. He sat in the waiting room with his head in his hands, shaking and trembling as all the terrible thoughts came to his head.
After an hour and a half of pacing and worrying half to death the doctors finally came out. Jensen walked up to them right away, barley giving them a chance to speak.
"Is she okay? Is my wife okay!"
"Sir, you do know she has pneumonia right?"
His eyes went wide, all those "it's just a cold, it's just the flu" cover up's were lies. How could he be so blind?
"N- no.. she didn't tell me."
The doctors looked at each other with worry and sighed.
"She only has two months tops, maybe less. You can see her if you like but I'll warn you, it's not well."
"What room?"
"235."
"Thank you" he said before running as fast as he could, ignoring the nurses telling him to slow down.
He took a breath before opening your door, preparing for the worst, preparing for the truth. He opened it slowly and noticed how pale and gray you looked on that white bed. Your eyes were sunken in and your cheekbones were noticeable, you looked sick. You looked like you were on the verge of death.
He walked over and took your hand shakily, kissing it after making you smirk a little. You rubbed your thumb slowly on his hand as he held it.
"They told you, didn't they?" He nodded sadly, giving you a broken look
"Why did they tell me, and not you?"
You looked away and felt the tears start to well up. Jensen squeezed your hand a little, letting you know it's okay.
"I.. I didn't have the heart to, Jense. How do you tell your family you're going to die? Your kids?"
"You're not going to –"
"Stop, stop. I'm dying, and there's nothing we can do." He shook his head angrily, wiping away a stray tear.
"I'll call your mom, lettin' her know what's goin on and to get the kids from school, okay?"
He kissed the top of your head and walked out of the room, dialing your moms number in the emergency contact list. After a few rings she picked up.
"Hey Jensen! How are you?" He hesitated on answering.
"Not well.. it's y/n, Mrs. y/l/n. She's got pneumonia, and she ain't doin well. Can you pick up JJ and Sammy from school? I understand if ya want to come and visit her of course, so if needed you can take them to my parents but I just – wanted to call you first."
Jensen heard the sounds of your moms sniffles through the phone, breaking his heart even more. After a few minutes she finally answered with a soft okay, leaving him with goodbye.
-
It's been four days since you've been home. You missed your soft, warm bed. You missed your kids, your feeling of home, Jensen's amazing cooking, your movie nights, and especially your cuddles with him. You missed it all, you wanted to go home.
Today was the day JJ and Sam were coming to visit along with your mom. Jensen would keep asking if you were okay, and every time you would lie. After he helped you shower and get dressed you heard the doctor come in.
"Mrs. Ackles, your mother and children are here to visit, is that okay?"
"Of course."
He moved out of the way and allowed them to come in, already starting to well up as you seen the hurt on their faces. They all looked depressed, like they knew what was going to happen.
"Mommy? Are you hurt?" Sam asked, looking at you with fear.
"No honey, I'm okay. Just feel a little sick, okay? I love you guys, I love you so much."
"We love you too mommy.." JJ said, both hugging you tightly.
You all sat and talked as if you weren't in the hospital, and was just home and resting like the usual. It felt peaceful, like this was all you ever wanted. You even played some card games with everyone, smiling and laughing away like everything was okay.
The kids cried when they had to leave, not to mention you were a sobbing mess as well. Not knowing if that was the last time you ever would see them again, worst feeling in the absolute fucking world.
"I love you guys, okay? I love you, so so much. You both make me the happiest mommy in the world, and I just love you. I can't say it enough, my babies." You kissed both of their heads and wiped their tears away.
You hugged your mom and kids again before they left, leaving you and your husband alone to yourselves again. You already missed them, it was like an empty hole was in you and you just wanted to be okay.
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You were getting weaker and Jensen took to notice to that. He would help you eat your food, if you ate any at all. He noticed how you couldn't stand in the shower anymore, and how your breathing would sound shallow and hitch every once in a while. You knew you were dying, but you weren't trying to let Jensen know that even though he knew just as well as you did.
You got up and tried to shower by yourself, failing the second you got in the water. You slid and fell against the wall, Jensen running in after to help as fast as he could. He pushed the shower curtains away and jumped in, ignoring the fact his clothes were going to be soaked after but he didn't care.
He picked you up and wrapped you in a towel, carrying you back to your hospital bed.
"Soap's rude, makin' me slip and stuff." You chuckled, coughing after while Jensen gave you a sad look
"There was no soap in the shower y/n, you fell because you're getting weaker."
"Well, was worth a try."
Jensen sighed and ran his hands through his hair. He went out of the room and grabbed some food along with water and called Jared on his way.
"Hey man, what's goin' on?"
"Jared ... it's not well. I'm scared, and I don't think she is."
"So .... You want her to be scared?"
"No! No, of course not. It's just ... I don't think she cares, and that worries me."
"Jensen, you and I both know she's a fighter. She fought through her feelings, through things with family, through seeing you and Danneel together and so on. Maybe she hides the pain, you know? Try talkin' to her."
Jensen sighed, realizing he was right like always.
"Why are you always right?"
"Moose's are smart, dude. Don't test it" They both chuckled and left with goodbye.
He grabbed two subs and some water, thinking about all the good food he misses instead of crappy hospital food but it was worth it, for you. He walked back into your room and noticed your back was to the door, wondering if you're asleep or not.
He sat the subs and water on your tiny desk, then sat at the end of your bed and placed his hand on the bottom of your leg over the thin blanket, frowning at how thin and sick you looked. You jumped at his touch and fastly wiped away your stray tears, putting on a fake smile.
"Hey Jense, anything good in the cafeteria?"
"Subs, you feelin' okay?"
"Of course...never better."
"Then eat, for me?"
He picked up the tiny sub and passed it over to you, taking a bite from his and watching to see if you'd eat, but you just stared at it blankly with a quivering lip that you sucked up and hidden. You took a tiny bite and cringed at the taste, and the feeling of it hitting your sick stomach.
"I'm not hungry." You mumbled, laying your sub on the desk and laying back down on your side
"You haven't ate anything all day babe, and it's 5."
"I said I'm not hungry, Jensen."
He couldn't eat after that, knowing you weren't eating and probably starving? It was impossible. Why did this have to happen? You were both supposed to live happily ever after, like in the fairytales. You were supposed to be listening to Elvis in rocking chairs on the front porch when you were old. You were supposed to throw graduation parties for the kids.
"y/n, forever?"
This time you hesitated with your answer, will there even be a forever?
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You and Jensen both knew the time was coming soon. Jensen most of all. You barley talked, barley ate, barley showered, he hasn't heard you say forever in months which broke his heart.
"You were crying last night." Jensen said out of no where
"Nah, you're hearing stuff again Jense."
"No I'm not! You were crying, and shaking, and your breathing was off so the nurses came in! I saw it all y/n. You were trying to kill yourself with meds and you haven't said a damn excuse about it."
You gave him a mean stare. A "I don't want to hear this bullshit" stare as he gave you one back.
"It's none of your business."
"None of my business? I'm your husband, your best friend! If you're feelin' sad, or depressed you come to me, babe! That's how it's always been."
You didn't reply, the only sound was Jensen tapping his foot with anger and your muffled breathing.
"Why don't ya just admit it, you're scared. –"
"I don't get scared."
"You're human! Being scared is our thing! You don't think I was scared when you were lying on our kitchen floor, not knowing if you were alive or not?! Or when I found out about your condition? I was scared shitless, I am scared shitless! You can't tell me you're not scared too, cause that's ... that's bullshit!"
Tears were flowing down his cheeks by now, as were yours. He was right, he was dead right and you were mad to admit it.
"Fine, I'm fucking terrified. I'm terrified of never seeing my babies again, or not seeing you again. I'm scared of not being able to feel your arms around me, or feel your kisses. I'm scared I won't be able to hear you say I love you, or even hear your laugh. I don't want to die... I don't want to die..."
Jensen ran over and sat next to you, making you move over so he could lay in the bed with you. He wrapped his arms around you tightly and leaned his forehead on the top of your head, letting you sob into his chest as you clenched onto his shirt as if it was for dear life.
"I'm scared forever won't be a thing anymore, Jense."
He was scared too.
"I'm scared too, baby. I'm scared too..."
-
It was getting harder, and harder. You couldn't even explain how many times you switched hospitals, each one lying about a cure. It was getting tiring, physically and emotionally. Tired of getting your hopes up for sack of shit, tired of moving...just...tired.
"Baby, they found a hospital in Florida that can –" You cut him off, voice raspy and going out.
"No..."
"No? There's a cure!"
"No...more...honey... I can't..." Your voice broke.
Jensen gave you a sad nod and told the doctor, getting asked a million times if he was sure.
"If it's what she wants, it's what she wants doc." Is all he could say.
"If she decides to change her mind, the offer still stands."
"Thank you."
He came back in and closed the door slowly. You were just lying there, looking out the big window at the pretty sunrise.
"Remember....the ... beach?" You breathed out with glassy eyes.
"Best time of my life babe. How could I forget? You looked so beautiful in the sunlight, holding JJ on your hip and holding her hand in the water."
"Can...we go...back?"
He took your hand and placed it in his lap with a tearful smile.
"Yes baby, when you're all better we can go back."
-
He brought in your sim card from your video camera, plug it into a laptop and managed to get it on the big TV screen somehow with his technology smart brain (lol idk idk how those things work). He noticed you were starting to lose your memory and barley talk at all, knowing if you did all that would come up is gasps of air and coughing.
"Baby, baby I found this in our home. Remember how you would record everything?"
He played a clip, the first clip on the video camera and it was one of you, him, Jensen and misha playing around on set few days after you met them. He moved over next to you and placed his hand on top of your cold, thin one. He rolled his finger on your wedding ring, smiling softly at it.
"Are you recording?" Jared laughed, his hair was so short
"Yes! Say hi and your name"
"Hi, my name is Jared Padalecki and I'm an actor, maybe the best? Actor." He winked at the camera. You laughed and turned it over to Misha who was stuffing his face with a hamburger.
"Oh no, I don't have my show face on yet!"
"What's your name and what do you do, Mish?"
"You just said it." You both died of laughter, the sounds of Jensen and Jared playing around in the background.
"Hi, my name is Misha Collins and I'm an actor, don't listen to that moose dude before, I'm the best!"
You walked over and filmed Jensen, noticing his cheeks were a little pink as you started talking to him.
"My names Jensen, but she calls me Jense. Uh, I'm an actor on Supernatural and some movies. I also love pizza, love love love pizza!"
The film went on with just you guys playing around. You would notice how Jensen barley took his eyes off you the whole film, making you both smirk for the first time in months.
The next one was some random one of you guys at Jensen's old house before JJ was even born, drinking beers and having fun playing pool and all that cool stuff.
"Oh no, I don't look good for the camera." Jensen joked, fixing his hair playfully
"He always looks good, don't worry." You mumbled, loud enough for only the camera to hear.
Jensen looked over at you with amazement and shock, chuckling as you blushed and smiled.
"I thought that was Misha saying that this whole time!"
They focused back on the clip and noticed Jared's hair was still short. Him and Jensen were almost the same height, and Misha was just the same dorky Misha. Jared took the camera and focused it on you. You looked so healthy, so full of life and happiness.
"Now it's your turn to be on camera! Say hi!"
You covered your face and laughed. "No, no I don't have my makeup on!"
Jared rolled his eyes and scoffed.
"Who think's y/n looks beautiful with or without makeup?!"
Misha raised his hand right away as Jensen slowly raised his, blushing as he did. You smiled over at the boys and gave them both a soft hug, Jensen holding on for a little longer than normal.
As the clips went on it was just you four acting like dorks on set or at home even some with JJ in them, then the emotional ones started to come. The first clip was of you guys at the beach, your favorite memory.
"Hey J! where are we going today?!" You yelled happily, facing the camera at her
"Beach!"
"The beach! Are you excited, Jense?" He looked at the road with his sunglasses on, giving the camera a thumbs up.
You arrived to the beach eventually and recorded mostly everything. You filmed holding JJ's hand in the water, Jensen filmed you both building sand castles together as you filmed her and him doing the same thing. You filmed Jensen and JJ looking for shells, filmed her digging holes in the sand.
This one scene came that you didn't remember filming, not to mention the memory loss wasn't happy but you couldn't remember it at all. Jensen was holding the camera, showing you looking at the sunset with JJ on your hip.
"She's so beautiful, more beautiful than that sunset. I love her so much, I don't want to ever lose her. I want to grow old with her, not to mention she loves the same music as me." He started chuckling. You turned around and waved at him, as he waved back.
"I love you!" She yelled, to far away so sounded so distant
"What?!"
"I love you, Jense!"
He sat in the hospital chair, noticing how distant and away you sounded. It never hit him hard, until now. He sat his chin on his hand and let the tears flow, never taking his eyes off the screen till you softly squeezed his hand, barley at all with how weak you were. He looked over with his red, teary eyes while you gave him a soft "it's okay" look.
"I love you daddy!" JJ yelled, waddling and running up to him.
He crouched down and reached his arms out to her. When she finally got there she fell into his arms, hugging him tightly as he did back, still recording. He kissed her head and ruffled her hair, making her laugh as you came behind.
He stood up and faced the camera to you both, kissing you softly, but then hardly. The beautiful view of the sunset took over and made it even more romantic as the waves crashed into the sand, so loud you could hear it in the video.
"Forever?" He whispered
"Forever."
The clip ended and rolled onto the next one, Jensen asking you to marry him.
"Hey Sammy, it's mommy and daddy with little J. We loved ya from the start and always will, you're such a wonderful son and I can't wait to experience life with you. We love you very much, anything you'd like to say J?"
"I promise to share my toys with you."
"I have something else I want to do, I know it's Sam's big day but I couldn't wait anymore." The camera didn't catch Jared looking excited as ever, but it sure did catch you.
He got down on his knee and held a beautiful box up.
"What – hold on is this a fu – freaking joke?!" Vicki took JJ off your lap
"y/n, I've known you for a very, very long time now 7 years to be exact. I remember having the hugest crush on you for so, so long. I love you so, so much and I want you to know that every time I promise forever, I mean it. Will you marry me?"
"Yes- yes of course, are you insane of course I will!"
The next clip was your honeymoon, not that you recorded a lot from it but some. You faced the camera at Jensen, he gave it a smirk and walked off. It was the day after your wedding and you both were beat.
"We're married now, Jense. Can you believe it?"
"Hell, I've been dreamin' of it for years." He said, smile never leaving his face
"You're happy to be stuck with me?"
"I'd rather be "stuck with you" then not with you at all."
"Do you think we'll keep our pinky promise?"
He walked over to you and kissed you, tapping your nose after.
"I don't think so, I know so."
The clip ended with you both saying goodbye, then it went on some more from stuff after that like birthday parties and hangouts but you were to tired, emotionally tired to keep watching.
You both fell asleep eventually, another night of doctors coming in and poking at you all night.
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Jensen woke up to the sounds of you trying to catch some air, but nothing going through. He opened the door and yelled for the doctors, which few came in right away. After about 5 minutes they got you settled and breathing again as best as they could, pulling Jensen aside to talk in private after.
"What is going on?"
The nurse gave him a sad look, he knew what the sad look meant and he knew very well.
"How long...how long does my wife have?"
"A day tops.. I'm so sorry, Mr. Ackles."
His back hit the wall as he slid down and processed it. One day, one day with his best friend. One day with the love of his life, one day...
He went back in and closed the door softly, not knowing what to tell you. Now he understood, he understood why you couldn't tell him.
"I'm dying, aren't I?"
He chewed on his nails as the tears started coming down uncontrollably as his lip quivered and his voice hiccupped without even trying to say anything.
"How long?" He held up one finger.
"Fuck..."
..
"I let you down, Jense. I promised I'd always keep fighting, fighting for you and our family but I'm ... I'm just so tired.."
He shushed you softly and gave you a gentle hug, trying not to cause you anymore pain that you were already in.
"Don't talk like that, honey. You fought all you could – and that's enough for me and our family. When they're old enough, and they understand I'll tell them how brave and strong their mother is, okay? I promise, I promise with all my heart."
"Pinky promise?"
"Pinky promise." You both interlocked your fingers, laying in the cold hospital bed and enjoying each other's company ignoring the consequence.
As the night went on you started to get more and more tired, knowing it was coming. Your breathing would hitch every few minutes, and it just sounded so shallow and low. Jensen would non stop talk to you, even when you could barley reply back he would always think of something to talk to you about, not wasting time as it is.
Your breathing started to get slower, and slower as time went on. You took your husband, your best friend's hand in yours as he looked at you with sadness noticing how tired and sad you looked with a few stray of tears down your cheeks.
"I know, I love you too.." His voice broke. He took your hand and placed it against his lips, never taking his eyes off you.
"I'll tell J and Sammy how much you love them, how you'll always watch over them no matter what, okay? It's all going to be okay baby girl. It'll take me a long time to be okay, if I ever will be again but I'll try for you, my girl. I'll tell Jared and Misha you love them too, and your parents. I promise, I promise. I love – I love you."
"You can rest now baby, you fought long enough. You can go to sleep, and you – you won't... be in pain anymore... and when you wake up, you'll be in our little fantasy. You'll be with me, J and Sam again. I love you, forever..."
You nodded with a small smirk, closing your eyes and letting the sleepiness take you away. Jensen laid his head on your stomach, running small circles on your hands with his thumb as he always did, telling you he loves you over and over again.
It was 3:24 AM, Tuesday night as your legs started to twitch and breathing was barley a choice anymore. Jensen looked at your body and noticed the small tears running down your closed eyes, knowing this was it.
"Wise...men say.....only fools...rush in.... but I, cant help....falling in love...with you..."
"Shall, I stay? Would it be .... A sin.... If I, cant help...falling in love...with you..."
You gently moved your finger slightly on his hand, enough for him to feel it before the beep sound went on, stunning Jensen and ruining him to the core. That was the last thing you heard, the sounds of his soft sad voice singing your and his song. You couldn't ask for anything else.
The nurses started running in as he backed up against the wall, running his fingers in his hair and looking at your cold, lifeless body with shock. One of the nurses came up to him and brought him out of the room, but he fought to stay in.
"I'll call it....time of death, 3:45 AM."
His world was gone, his partner in crime, his wife, his best friend.
Now all he was left with was memory's.
-
Jensen walked up to your gravestone, heart wrenching at the writing on it. He sat down in front of it along with your favorite beer in his hand and an extra bottle leaning against your stone for you. It was midnight, nothing but the sounds of the leaves rolling against the ground and him.
"You always told me funeral's sucked, damn you were right."
"The left side of the bed is cold without you there, I don't sleep in it. That's your spot, remember?"
"Sammy and J miss you, baby. I miss you. They're doing so good in school, you'd be so proud. They always tell me they do good for mommy, knowing she's watchin' over with god."
"Jared and Misha miss you too. You were our pal, ya know? You always have been. What we'd do to play pool with you, one more time."
"Gen misses your little girl hangouts, she said she doesn't hangout with anyone else after what happened, can't say I feel the same. West, Maison, Thomas and Shep always ask where you are, I just tell them you went on Vacation for a while."
"I know you think our promise for forever is off, but it's really not. I still wear my ring, and it's not comin' off, ever. We pinky promised forever, I meant it and I know you did too. Forever, right?"
"Of course you idiot, why wouldn't we be together forever?" Your voice rang through his head, making more tears slip down his ice cold cheeks.
"I miss your voice, I miss your warmth, and laugh. I miss you beating my ass in pool. I miss you reading J and Sam bed time stories, and your beautiful singing voice when you didn't realize I was listening. I'd let you have the last piece of pizza if I could, only for you."
"Don't you forget me, okay? I'll come here as much as I can I don't give a rats ass if it's snowing, or storming I'll come. So please don't forget me. I love you ... I love you to the moon and back, forever.."
Forever....