Star Trek Imagines

Bones

Here's another imagine.

This one was requested by JessicaHarris924 :Could you please do one where the reader is slowly dying from a incurable disease, while her fiance Bones tries to do everything in his power to save her, while the reader is at peace with dying and tries to convince him that he should be too before she dies.

so here it is, Requests are open. Enjoy!!!

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When I was born the doctors noticed I wasn't developing properly, after a lot of testing, they came to the conclusion I had inherited a disease that was incurable. The doctors told my parents that it was uncertain how long I would live, I was a ticking time bomb, that could go of at anytime. For every birthday I reached everyone would say I was lucky but there was one problem, I didn't feel lucky. There was no certainty that I'd reach my next birthday and I was sick of living in fear of that idea, so I stopped fearing it. If I was going to die, then so be it. There was nothing I could do to stop it, so I just needed to let it happen and try and do everything you wanted to in life.

I wrote a list, of all the things I wanted to do before I died:

1. Go to a rodeo
2. Meet someone
3. Get married
4. Die surrounded by my loved ones

It wasn't a big list but then again I wanted to make my goals reachable, so I kept it simple. I started off by going to a rodeo, and it was amazing. I had an amazing time, so amazing in fact that not only was No.1 ticked off, but No.2 was ticked off as well. At the rodeo, I was watching some horses being groomed when someone bumped into me, I turned around and found myself face-to-face with a handsome gentleman. We got to talking and we really hit it off.

A few years later, I was still with the guy from the rodeo but this time we were engaged. His name is Leonard McCoy, but he gets called Bones a lot. He's a Doctor for an organisation called Starfleet. When I told him about my illness, he became very protective, to the point he was doing anything he could to try and find a cure, obviously, it was no use.

For my 26th birthday, I found myself in a hospital bed connected to a hold load of machines, I had caught a cold and because my immune system and so I had to be monitored. I was fine being here, it didn't bother me that I was ill, I'd been ill my whole life, the one that took it the hardest was Bones. He knew how sensitive my immune system was and so blamed himself for the fact I had gotten even sicker, he was trilingual to come up with something to make me better but it was driving him into the ground and I couldn't bare to watch it. I was sick of putting him through this pain.

"Leo..."

"Yeah Darlin'"

"Stop..."

"Okay, I'll try something else later"

"No...stop"

"What do you mean???"

"Leo, sweetheart...it's my timetable go...I have to go now"

"No...No, you'll be fine, I'll find the cure and you'll be fine"

"Leo, I won't get any better...please just let me go..."

"I can't...I need you...I love you"

"I love you too...the last few years have been the best of my life, and that was done to you...I don't want to leave you but I have to...I know it'll be hard, but you need to be brace, for me...help me complete No.4 on my list..."

"What about No.3..."

"I don't need a piece of paper to know you love me and I love you...just you being here with me is enough...now I have to go now okay???"

"Okay..."

"I love you Leo..."

"I love you too (Y/N)..."

I took hold of Leo's hand and closed my eyes, slowly I drifted away till I was gone...

*Bone's POV*

I checked he pulse...she was gone...I didn't know what to do. She was my whole life...the only thing that comforted me was the fact, she was finally at peace...she wasn't scared, she was my brave darlin' and I'm so proud of her.

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Hope you enjoyed it.

Requests Open.

~Clo X