Broken

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                                                                                                                                                          The bunker door slammed open. Dean stomped inside, helping Sam in with Y/n behind. She dragged her feet inside and she watched Dean tend to his brother angrily. When Dean was done, he angrily turned to face Y/n. "WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?!" Dean growled. "You put Sam in danger!!!" She said nothing. "ARE YOU TRYING TO GET YOURSELF KILLED?!?!" Again, silence. "What if I am?" Dean's face softened. "What?" He asked. "What if I am trying to get myself killed?" She repeated. "What's the point in living if there's no one in this world that loves me back?"

Wake up to a sunny day
Not a cloud up in the sky
And then it starts to rain
My defenses hit the ground
And they shatter all around
So open and exposed

                                                                                                                                                           
Dean watched her walk away, sulking back to her bedroom. When she reached it, she shut the door and slid down, she cried, and cried, and cried. The darkness is coming, and she can't find a way out. She realizes that and she welcomes it with open arms. 

I found strength in the struggle
Face to face with my trouble
When you're broken in a million little pieces 
And you're tryin' but you can't hold on anymore
Every tear falls down for a reason
Don't you stop believing in your self
When you're broken

                                                                                                                                                                 
Dean tried everything, he banged on the door, he got Cas to go inside and convince her to come out only for Cas to report that she had thrown an angel blade at him while cursing in multiple languages and crying. 

Little, girl, don't be so blue
I know what you're goin' through
Don't let it beat you up
Hitting walls and getting scars only makes you who you are
Only makes you who you are

           
                                                                                                                                                    He pleaded for her to come out, to come eat, to do something, anything, but stay inside. Even Sam had tried, he told her he forgives her for letting him get injured, but nothing seems to lure her out/

No matter how much your heart is aching
There is beauty in the breaking, yeah

                                                                                                                                                                  Inside, Y/n sniffles as she finishes her last letter. She pulls out a pistol and places it against her temples, took a deep breath and was ready to pull the trigger. Someone burst into the room and stopped her. 

                                                                                                                                                                    

When you're broken in a million little pieces
And you're tryin' but you can't hold on anymore
Every tear falls down for a reason
Don't you stop believing in your self
When you're broken

                                                                                                                                                                     Why? Why did you stop me? Can't you see I want to die?

Better days are gonna find you once again
Every piece will find its place, when you're broken

                                                                                                                                                                       Those thoughts continued running around her head, she wanted to die, but Dean had stopped her from doing so. 

When you're broken in a million little pieces
And you're tryin' but you can't hold on anymore
Every tear falls down for a reason
Don't you stop believing in your self
When you're broken, oh when you're broken, when you're broken

                                                                                                                                                                          Can she just die?

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