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Billie's POV

Today it was my last day on the gig and I'm very worried about Elaine. Lately she's been doing as if nothing ever happened, I'm not say she should pity herself or anything. It hurts because I know she wakes up and cry in the middle of the night and whenever I ask her,she just pretends as if she doesn't know what I'm talking about. I was sitting in the longue in the hotel overlooking the sea while working. I hear footsteps and she hugs me from the back and kiss my cheek.

Elaine: morning

Billie: morning

Elaine: when did you wake up?

Billie: around six

Elaine: why? are you not okay?

Billie: I'm fine I just wanted to finish working on this

Elaine: okay, lemme make you breakfast then

Billie: thank you

She goes to the kitchen and start making breakfast over a light conversation.

Elaine: have you called the kids?

Billie: no, I was waiting for you to wake up

Elaine: we'll call them when I'm done here

Billie: okay

I walk up to the kitchen and sit on a kitchen stool and look at her.

Billie: baby are you okay?

Elaine: (smile) yeah, why you asking?

Billie: I heard you cry last night and the night before that

She looks away and continue making breakfast, I take her hand and intertwine it with mine.

Billie: baby talk to me

Elaine: yeah I'm fine

Billie: babe, I heard you crying

Elaine: I wasn't crying

Billie: babe you can talk to me

She looks at me and tears fill her eyes

Elaine: I'm scared, I'm scared I'm not good enough for you anymore. What if you wake up someday and see how damaged I am and leave me?

Billie: babe I'll never leave you, I love you. Who said anything about you being damaged? You're not damaged you're my sweet beautiful wife. I love you mamas

Elaine: I love you too Billie

I give her a tight hug, and we stay there for a minute or so. She then pulls away from the hug and kiss me.

Elaine: thank you

Billie: I love you

Elaine: (smile) let go so I can make you food

Billie: there's only one food I want?

Elaine: which is?

Billie: food for my soul?

Elaine: and that is?

Billie: me between your thighs

Elaine: (smile) oh yeah?

Billie: yes

I then pull her to me and start kissing her, she kisses me back with the same hunger.

Elaine: wait

Billie: you aren't in the mood?

Elaine: (giggle) I wanna switch off the stove

Billie: (chuckle) oh

I kiss her then lift her up and she wraps her legs around my torso, I walk her up to the couch and gently lay her there. I start kissing her neck and she lets out heavy breathes

Billie: (husky voice) you're overdressed for this party

Elaine: (heavy breathes) take it off

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After that I go freshen up, eat then prepare to hit the stage.

Billie: are you sure you don't want to come?

Elaine: yeah I'm a little tired and I still have to pack up our things

Billie: so you want me to leave you alone here?

Elaine: yes I'll be fine

Billie: please don't do anything to yourself

Elaine: (smile) I won't

Billie: pinky promise?

Elaine: pinky promise

Billie: okay I'll leave you, I love you mamas

Elaine: I love you too Beanie

Billie: I'll see you when I get back

Elaine: okay

Billie: I'll get someone to check on you every hour

Elaine: okay, go now

Billie: are you sure you wanna stay?

Elaine: yeah please go

Billie: okay bye

Elaine: bye

I get a security to guard outside our room and ask them to check on her every hour that passes then leave to the venue which was three blocks away.

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