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Elaine's POV

Billie has been ticking for the last five minutes and I've been reminiscing, it was helping because her tics were much calmer now. When she finally calmed down she stopped ticking and she realized what she had done.

Billie: Elaine I'm sorry, I'm so sorry

I just cried while she gently took her fingers out of me and they had blood. When she took then out she quickly washed her hand in the bathroom and came back with a towel. She gently wiped me.

Billie: Elaine I'm sorry I didn't mean to violate you

I just curled up, I couldn't believe that Billie just violated  me and it seems like something is wrong because I'm bleeding non stop.

Billie: let me take you to the hospital you're getting worse

Elaine: don't touch me

Billie: Elaine please let me help

Elaine: don't touch me

Billie: Elaine please

Elaine: get out of here

Billie: let me at least take you to the hospital please, I wanna know if you're fine

I just keep quiet

Billie: I'll take out some clothes for you

Elaine: run me a bath don't add any soup or anytime, just water

She nods then does as I tell her when she was done she tries to help me walk because I insisted but I just can't because I feel like I'm being stabbed with blades in my abdomen. So she carries me and gently puts me inside. When I get inside the water turns red and I just cry.

Billie: Elaine I'm sorry

Elaine: (sniffle) why did you do it?

Billie: I shouldn't have I'm sorry

Elaine: I hate you

Billie: please don't say that

Elaine: I despise you, what if you just killed my chances of being a mom again

I say that while I sob, she comes to hug me but I hit her, she doesn't flinch nonetheless.

After I was done freshening up we went to a doctor  and they told me it's just a tear I should be fine.

Billie's POV

I don't know what I have done, I felt so bad for doing what I did. I never thought I'd loose Elaine, and it seems like I just drew the final straw. I didn't mean to force myself on her, I love and respect her more than anything.

I go to my trailer and order flowers that I get delivered un the hotel she's at. Fin then walked in.

Fin: hey man, why are you crying?

Billie: Elaine wants a divorce

Fin: what? Why? What happened?

Billie: she says that I'm never there and she's not happy, the situation got worse when she found Pheobii here naked

Fin: what? You cheated on her?

Billie: no man I didn't but if I was her and saw what she saw I'd conclude that she cheated too

Fin: so are you gonna sign the papers?

Billie: I don't know I don't want to

Fin: (sigh) wow, I just don't know what to say.

Billie: I just want to sleep maybe I'll be better after

Fin: did you talk to her?

Billie: yeah I was with her not so long ago

Fin: so she's around?

Billie: yeah in a hotel

Fin: I'm sorry man

Billie: let me just sleep.

Elaine's POV

When I came back from the hospital I find a huge bouquet of flowers in the hotel and it had a note. I grab the note then take the red wine that I bought earlier and a glass. I go to the bedroom and take off what I was wearing and wear one of my favourite t-shirts that I stole from Billie. It had a portrait of her face. I sat down and poured myself the wine then read the letter. It read:

I'm sorry for not being the wife you want and deserve, and I'm sorry for hurting you tonight. I know for a fact that you've made your mind up but I'll try every single day to make you change your decision even though I know you won't change it. I love you Elaine with every fibre in my body and I know you love me too, well if you don't anymore I'll hang on to the memories. I'm sorry I've been absent in our marriage but I promise to be the best mom to our kids, that's if you'll let me see them. I love you Elaine and I always will

XOXO
Billie

What have I done? I think I just lost the best thing that has ever happened in my life

-❤️

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