her truth

ruined 22nd

Day three of not being a virgin, Sandra came down every day to go to Diego's since he wanted her to be there, they were to his mattress to be having sex again, for Sandra to moan here and there however, the sex wasn't very good, sometimes she couldn't even feel Diego go in and he made no attempt to romance her anymore, they just went straight to it when she went over her his mother's house.
After, Diego came inside of sandra again, to breathe heavily to then move up to look over her with a smile, Sandra couldn't help but to smile back for him to then pull out to then go about to get something from one of his drawers, Sandra signed to then pull up her pants to look to the ceiling.
Diego then came back for Sandra to sit up on her elbows to look at a package.
"What is this?"
"The plan b pill. I know your not taking anything and I don't want you to get pregnant. Have been coming into you for a bit. You need to take this."
Sandra eyed over the pill to then look to Diego.
"You know.... I've been meaning to talk to you about that. Why haven't you worn a condom?"
"I don't like them. Make me feel weird. So you need to take this pill."
"What is this going to do?"
"It'll make sure you don't get pregnant."
Diego then placed it to sandras hand to then get up to go to the kitchen, Sandra moved to a sitting position to look over it. She was very unsure if she should take this pill or not, Sandra knew her cycle quit well and she was about to start anyway.
Making a face Sandra placed it to her back pocket to then get up to go about, heading to the kitchen, Diego looked about to then eye Sandra.
"You should make me something to eat."
Sandra looked over Diego to watch him go about to eye has he went to go to sit to his mother's couch to then go to his phone.
Sandra signed to then look about to then fix him something to eat even though she felt a bit awkward about doing this in his mother's house while she was gone.
Making something anyway, sandra then sat to look forward. Diego looked to the plate to then eye over her.
"Have you've taken the pill?"
"I want to wait. Want to research this a bit."
"Sandra, we're not ready for kids. I don't also want them. You have to take the pill. You know....I can't force you.... But are you trying to get pregnant?"
Sandra turned her head to look to Diego astonished with that.
How are you making this my fault! I never told you to cum into me!
Sandra started to get a bit upset with this to turn her head to look forward.
"No.... I'm not trying to get pregnant.... We've only started to date only a bit. I just want to research into this."
"Sandra you don't really have time to do that. Just trust me. Take the pill."
Making a face, sandra then got up to go place her shoes on.
Diego turned his head to look at her.
"Where are you going?"
"I do need to go back to school. I'll take the pill later."
"Promise Sandra?"
Sandra made a very hard and uncomfortable face to then look to Diego.
"I promise."
Sandra then left to go to her car to eye over the house to shake her head. She never really took pills, not even aspirins, this was making her feel so very uncomfortable.
Sandra then reversed to go back to school, in her dorm room, she sat down to eye over the pill to weigh the pros and cons, she did research into this and talked to her sisters about it. Her elder sister Chrissy said for what they had been doing yes this is the pill for that but this is not a birth control method to keep doing.
Sandra kept getting texts from Diego if she's taken the pill and telling her she needed to.
With a face, Sandra took the pill to then text Diego back to let him go to lay down to eye the ceiling. She didn't like this one bit.
By the weekend, it was her 22nd birthday, Diego couldn't go because he had to work but Sandra wanted something small anyway, it was going to be at her father's house and get sister was going to make her, favorite food.
Coming late, sandra was to her father's couch to feel weird, she thought it was the food but something else was making her feel so very odd, after going to the bathroom, she did start her period, then she felt a bit dizzy, her sister that was going to medical school to become a nurse told Sandra to lay down to her father's bed, after taking deep breaths, Sandra and Brita concluded it was a small panic attack with taking the plan b pill.
Sandra didn't tell Brita what Diego said or basically forced her to take it making it her fault if she didn't, Sandra just told her they didn't use condoms and this was the next thing, Brita was not happy about that and scolded her sister about it, but stayed a bit later to let her know she needed to go on birth control and not to do this again.
Sandra nodded to watch her sister go for her to eventually get up to eat to then go to lay on the couch where her father watched over her a bit worried.
"Are you okay?"
"I will be. Just need to rest."
Sandra didn't tell her father what was going on, just let him know it seemed to be a panic attack, probably brought on by school.
Eventually her father left to go to bed, where sandra got text messages from Diego to let him know she couldn't do anything later tonight because of how she felt because of the plan b pill.
Diego forgot Sandra's birthday and told her it needed to be done and let her know he was going to his friends to smoke and get drunk.
Sandra texted him back to let her phone fall through her fingers to the floor to wrap her arms about herself to take care without Diegos help to start to fall more away from who she was to be able to please Diego believing this is what love was.