her truth

fell for the trap

The next couple of days, Diego and Sandra were not taking but CO existing, Sandra took the green sofa well he had the king size bed, Sandra did what she always did which was take care of the girls, take them to his mother's and take care of her father and do things with her sisters, feeling ashamed, Sandra didn't tell her sisters what happened that night and the wedding was off, not like the two picked the date or anything.
One day about a week later, Sandra was feeding Sarah to her feeding table for Emily to be in the living room to be playing, Sandra signed has she heard the door open and closed, she knew it was Diego, Sandra then looked to her phone that was next to her to see he came home early today, Sandra didn't like when he came home and the atmosphere that surrounded him, Sandra then peered her eyes to the side to look over his work boots to then slowly look up has this was new, her eyes widened to part her lips has she saw him with flowers to his hand, red roses, he looked over her to sign.
"I'm sorry."
Sandra darted her eyes over him to then look to the flowers to then slowly grab to then place them to her lap to eye, he then turned to go to the bathroom or bedroom, Emily then came about to eye over the flowers.
"Wow, those are beautiful."
Sandra made a face.
Yeah they are.
Sandra then got up to move about Emily to then find a vase to place the flowers in, she then looked at them to remember movies where the man would do this, Sandra just didn't know if this was going to be a regular thing with Diego, flowers do not fix the problem.
Emily looked over the flowers to then eye over her mother to then place her hand into hers, Sandra looked down with a smile for Emily to pull Sandra back to push her gently down to eye over.
"Not done feeding my sister." She giggled.
"No I'm not. You are a responsible older sister."
Emily nodded to then turn to go back and play, Sandra looked over Emily to then eye over Sarah who looked to her sister for a moment to then eye over her mother to coo.
Sandra smiled to then finish feeding Sarah, after she was able to place Sarah down to then go to the bedroom to see Diego laying down with his phone, Sandra placed herself to the door frame to wrap her arms about herself to eye over him .
"So.... We need to talk."
Diego signed.
"I said I was sorry."
"For?"
Diego then placed his phone down to then move up to eye over Sandra.
"Don't "
Sandra raised an eye brow.
"What?"
"Don't be like this."
"I'm not being like anything, I do think we need to talk."
"Look it's in the past."
"I know it's in the past but we still need to talk about it. I do not like what you said to me and how you acted, I am just trying to do the ferber method, I have read article after article about co sleeping with the girls and picking them up every single time they cry it's not good for them, they need to learn to self soothe."
"I am not going to allow my children to cry and cry. That is very wrong of you, given you are there mother."
Sandra made a face.
"Diego, I have been researching this for months, talked to my family about it, talked to my therapist about it, every one is telling me I'm doing the right thing but you. Also you are not even here. I'm doing all of this on my own."
Diego scoffed.
"Sure you are."
Sandra shook her head.
"You aren't sorry. And I don't appreciate how you are treating me at all, I deserve to be treated better then this."
"Then be a better mother."
Sandras eyes widened to then turn, in her anger she went to the kitchen to grab the flowers, to then throw them to the front yard, go back in to gather the girls nicely to then place them to the car to then go somewhere for them, Sandra needed time away from Diego, she was fuming mad after what he said to her.
Sandra dedicated her life to her children, and Diego said something like that, it really hurt Sandra to her core.
At the play ground, Sandra played with her children to escape her hell life that she shared with this guy, nothing was getting better, only worse, even talking to her therapist wasn't helping her anymore, she tried Peaceful solutions to get nothing in return, Diego was just so hateful, mean and vile to her all the time, Sandra really couldn't understand it.
A bit later, Sandra was pushing Sarah gently in a swing to then grab her phone in her back pocket to eye over Diego texting her.
Diego: where are you?
Sandra: at a park.
Diego: I saw the flowers.
Sandra: I shouldn't have done that, I'm not happy Diego.
Diego: I know your not. I am so sorry, I really need your understanding, all I do is work, work, work, I really messed up. Please don't give up on me.
Sandras heart started to sink after she read that. Diego knew how to pull on Sandras heart strings.
Sandra: Im not..... We really do need help Diego, you treat me so bad sometimes and I don't know why.
Diego: it's a reflection of myself Sandra, I am not happy and I project it on to you. I'm sorry. Please come home.
Sandra: the girls are playing. I'll......
Sandra looked over the message to sign has she got suckered in again.
Sandra: I'll be home soon.
Diego then sent her a happy emoji. Sandra then looked about with a very sullen face to play with Emily and Sarah not to know not to keep giving Diego so many chances has he was never going to change.