her truth

time is rolling by

Has days turned to weeks, weeks to months, by 2019 nothing really had changed for Sandra, she was becoming more stressed with Diego and all that she had to do and what to love up too, for even therapy wasn't really helping, also Diego started to work longer hours, was never home on the weekends, never cooked, never cleaned and never helped her with the girls, Sandra was starting to get fried out, also her father's health was going up and down, nothing really was consistent.
More over the was going to the hospital given he was not taking real good care of himself, and things of that nature, but Sandra kept trying and trying to talk to him about his health.
To the summer, Sandra was happy to be over at Diego's mother's, for The girls to be outside to be enjoying the nice summer weather, for her to be actually able to relax.
She was also happy that Diego had to work on some car, Sandra knew the two needed to have time away from the other, right now Diego was going over the top lately, he now was wanting to have a boy and he was pulling the children into it, Sandra didn't like that at all.
He was also being overall on top of with his immigration lawyer and the things he needed to do to make there marriage real, Sandra in her mind, thought, well we are married for love so she didn't know what else they needed to do to prove it.
The lawyer told them it would be a good idea to have a checking account together, this was the first time ever, Sandra could have access to the money, which she spent on the girls and gas, which that was starting to become an area of arguments.
Diego didn't like Sandra spending money on the girls to take them to bouncy castles and such and talked to her about how they had no money which didn't make any real sense to sandra, he made almost 2,000 a week, Sandra didn't know where all the money was going, at this stage in her life though, she didn't ask and let him handle all the financial, and later in her life Sandra was going to regret that.
Signing, Sandra didn't think about any of that, right then she was sitting to the couch to be watching some TV to let the girls do whatever.
Sandra then looked to the side to see Emily come in with Sarah butt moving about for Sandra to then get off the couch to play with her daughters to the living room floor.
They all started to laugh and play with there mother for Sandra to be over the moon, she loved days like this, where her father was in good health and she could be away from Diego.
Playing and hard, Sandra later had to place the girls to the car to then go back to her house to look back in the rearview mirror to smile has she saw her girls be fast sleep.
Going home, Sandra was about to take both girls to her hip to go inside to sign, Diego was home to be sitting down to be laughing and loud at the television, Sandra went further in.
"Um.... Can you help?"
Diego turned his head to look over her to scoff to then turn his head back to start to laugh at the television.
Sandra rolled her eyes to then go straight upstairs after she took off her shoes to then get the girls ready and have them sleep with her, she didn't want to have sex with Diego who would just take it, with her girls in the bed, yes he would go to bed angry but there wasn't anything he could do.
The girls curled up to Sandra for her to be to her back to eye up at the ceiling to be doing what she had been doing for quite some time, hating her life. Sandra had you do everything, Diego only worked, he did nothing really to help with the girls, then he wanted to have another kid, and he never helped to clean or cooked, sandra was exhausted, she then peered her eyes down has Diego came in to then look over Sandra with the girls to then sign, he then went in anger to the bathroom to lock the door to then smoke while Sandra could hear him laughing at his phone.
Sandra rolled her eyes to then go to her side to place her hand to Sarah, given she was the closest, to then look to Emily to rub her head.
I'm so sorry your father has to be like this. I wish he could be better. He really needs to do more then what he is doing with the two of you and me. God..... I'm nothing but a hole for him to use.
Sandra made a hard face to then move closer to the girls to hug them.
Sandras life was bad while she was with Diego, and it was only bad with him, even though they were married it didn't feel like it at all, she felt like a single parent, which made her mad, Sandra didn't understand why they got married, nothing changed, Diego didn't changed like he said, also her wedding for June that he promised was a bust, he didn't want to pay for it, didn't want to do it given they were already married, that is not what Diego promised her at all.
Sandra was tired of all of Diego's empty promises and him never being there, Sandras love for him was slowly going down the drain, she did go with the therapist advice and tried to talk to him to no avail, he wouldn't change, kept telling Sandra she needed to change and he was perfect, that type of thinking was making Sandra very mad, no one was perfect.
Sandra then jumped to peer her eyes down to see Diego come out to then take off his shirt and pants to then go over the bar to then lay to the wall to place his back to Sandra to go to sleep, Sandra rolled her eyes to then lay her head back down to go into peaceful sleep, for once.