her truth

family advice

Has time started to go, Sandra was getting close to her second trimester, she was spending the day with her sister and her new brother in law has they needed to do something, Sandra was to the back, to have her head turned to have a hand to her stomach caressing it to think about life with her baby .
She then turned her head has her brother in law started to talk, somehow it went into a conversation with her being pregnant. Sandra widened her eyes to then look to Brita.
Why did you tell him!
Sandra gulped to look at the back of his head.
"Um.... Yes..... I'm pregnant."
Her brother in law marshel, made a face to has he had turned his head to look her over to then move his head forward.
"Oh...... Um.... So what are you doing to do? Your not in a financial position to have a child."
Sandra signed to look out the window.
"I know.....I am trying to get into this one program for food, I'm working harder at my job to save some money."
"Does the father know? Who is the father again! Orrin?"
Sandra made a face.
"No.... We never..... It's Diego's....."
"Oh? That asshole?"
"The same."
The car stopped for her sister and her brother in law to eye the other for marshel to turn his head to eye over her.
"Well..... Have you've thought of an abortion, or adoption?"
Sandra snapped her head to look over marshel with a face.
"I'm not going to have an abortion."
Marshel nodded.
"What about adoption?"
"This is my baby. I will give birth and raise it."
Her brother in law signed to then look forward.
"Remember Sandra you have options, your not in a financial great way and you don't have a relationship with the children's father, this is going to be difficult."
"Single mothers can raise a child on there own. I just have to try harder."
"Sandra, I really want you to listen to Marshal on this, a baby takes a lot of work, trust us we know."
Sandra signed to look down to continue to caress her stomach.
"I know....."
After the light turned green they started to move.
I am not going to listen to them my baby, you are mine, I also am not going to have an abortion, you have every right to be here has I do. I know right now my life is hard and I'm bringing you into it but.....I just know somehow it'll all work out.
Sandra made a hard face to then look out the window has she was to that car, eventually they went to her sisters house where sandra spent the rest of the day with them but to talk about what happened in the car for Sandra to be playing with her nephew, getting tired, Sandra went home to be to her couch to think about what her brother in law said to think him to be a hypocrite a bit. He and his mother's were very religious and for him to even suggest abortion, she couldn't understand it.
Sandra shook her head to then go to her side, she wasn't going to do it any way. Sandra believed abortion was to be murder depending on the circumstances and she was not going to do that, she very much wanted this child, wanted to be a great mom, Sandra didn't really grow up with her mother and she wanted to be a better one.
Sandra then got up to go to the kitchen to start on something to eat to think.
I do need to get a better job need to really look into the programs, I need to do better for my baby. Already gave it a bad father and this situation isn't the best, I need to do better once this baby comes out, I know I can, just need to push myself a bit to do it.
Sandra signed to then place her food to the plate to then run to the bathroom, her morning sickness was still there and it sucked.
Getting it all out, Sandra raised her head to then flush the toilet to then go to the sink to wash her hands with a face, this was the part of the pregnancy she did not at all like, she dried her hands to then go to the kitchen to grab her plate to look it over with a face, she was not at all wanting it.
Signing, Sandra then placed the plate down to go about to head to her room to then get into her pajamas to go straight to bed to lay to her side to over think has she did from time to time.
My brother in law is saying these things to me, I can just imagine what Diego is going to say when I tell him. I'm not trying to keep this away from him however given what happened last time I want to make 100 percent sure this is a viable pregnancy, I don't want to tell him then I have a miscarriage, what if he will be like my brother in law and tells me to have an abortion? Mm.... He can tell me whatever he wants doesn't matter, can't force me to have one.
Sandra shuffled to then go to her back to look over the ceiling to sign.
I am not going to get rid of this baby! No matter if I won't get any help from there father or not, I will figure this out.
Sandra then shuffled to her other side to place her hands under her head to look to the wall to be worried but determined.
Sandra then moved a hand to her semi flat stomach to caress.
You and I..... Will have a tough road ahead of us, but we will have the other. I'll try to be the best mother I can be. You deserve the best and I will try my ass off to be that way.
Sandra signed to then close her eyes not to know what the future was going to hold, which was going to be nothing but abusive torture.