her truth

slowly talking

At work, Sandra darted her eyes has she was completing a task, to then move her mouth open a bit to then yawn, she turned about to then be able to clock off to then be able to go home. Sandra spent a few days with her father, after she was confident to go back knowing Diego wouldn't be there .
At her house, Sandra went about to clean to then lay to her couch to have her computer to her waist off her stomach to be watching a movie to then turn her head to then peer her eyes to the ground has she saw her phone to of.
Sandra got up to then move the computer off to retrieve the phone to widen her eyes.
Diego had texted her.
Sandra gulped to then take in a deep breathe.
She unlocked the phone to eye over it.
Diego: was curious if you needed any food? My mom said we can take you grocery shopping.
Sandra looked over the message to be confused with the sudden change.
She then made a face. With how much rent was and she wasn't getting to much in the government assistance, she did go to her grandmother who gave her some food but she knew she needed more.
Sandra: um.... Does your mother know I'm pregnant?
Diego: I told her.
Sandra: what..... Did she say about it?
Diego: she's wanting to know if you need food?
Sandra took in a very deep breathe to make a face to think about her child more then herself.
Sandra: I do need food.
Diego: can you come to my mother's? Can take you grocery shopping.
Sandra: does your mother know we are not together?
Diego: she does.
Sandra darted her eyes over the text to sign.
Sandra: do you know that?
Diego: yes.
Sandra: I can be over in an hour.
Diego: okay I'll let my mom know.
Sandra: is your family mad at me?
Diego: no.
Sandra: okay.
Sandra then placed her phone down to then get up to get dressed to then go about to place on her shoes to then grab her phone to leave to sit in her car for awhile to take in deep breathes .
Nothing is going to happen, they just want to take you grocery shopping.
Sandra then grabbed her phone to text her sisters to let them know what was going on, just in case something happened.
Sandra then placed the phone down to then leave.
Going to his mom's, Sandra looked over the house to take in a deep breathe to then text Diego.
Sandra: I'm here.
Diego: we are actually at a store, can you drive here?
Sandra nodded to then text him back to go to the store he said.
She then got out to meet them to the front to eye over his mother who was standing next to him to eye over Sandra.
"So.... What is it you are wanting?"
"Fruits, vegetables, things like that."
His mother nodded to then turn to go in the store where Diego followed and so Sandra.
Going in and about, Sandra was getting food that his mother disproved of but let it happen, mostly Sandra bought canned food because she didn't want his mother to spend to much on her given the circumstances.
After they helped Sandra place the things to b the car for his mother to look over Sandra once more to then turn to go to her car, Sandra watched her leave to then look over Diego who was eyeing Sandra.
"So.... Your keeping the baby?"
"I'm in my second trimester. Even if I wasent I wouldn't get an abortion. Look..... This is your baby, I never had sex with your friend. You are the only guy I have ever had sex with."
Diego wrapped his arms about himself to really eye over Sandra.
"Okay."
Sandra nodded to then go about to go to the driver's door.
"Um Sandra?"
Sandra turned to eye over him.
"If there is any thing you need let me know."
Sandra nodded to then get in the car to then leave. She slowly left with a face, Diego and his mother was being very nice to her.
Home, Sandra placed all her things away to then sit to her couch to start to feel lonely.
Sandra signed to then place her hands to her eyes to rub.
She was starting to feel bad for things she didn't even do wrong.
Sandra groaned to get up to go to her kitchen to then start to make something to eat to then go back to the couch to place the plate to the side to then wrap her arms about herself to look forward at the wall to then shake her head.
You haven't done anything wrong, you and Diego shouldn't be together, couldn't leave his first wife alone, makes you feel like crap, is very mean to you. His mother and him are only nice to you given you are pregnant with his kid, would he even be acting this way if you weren't pregnant?
Sandra took in a deep breathe to then close her eyes.
Why do I have to be in this current situation? I was suppose to graduate from college, get a career and things like that, I know I went on that dating web site but why did I have to meet someone like him? I also hate that I miss him and...
Sandra groaned and hard to then get up to go and clean something, she needed to get her mind off of these things, it was really starting to get to her.
After cleaning, she was able to go back to the couch to be able to eat with a sullen face to then go about to clean the plate to then get ready for bed to feel a lot of emotions she didn't want to feel, Sandra then went to bed to lay to get side to be in self misery.