her truth

days go on

Sitting to Diego's mother's house, Sandra had her phone to her stomach to be smiling.
Sandra had put on music in different languages for the baby in her stomach to hear.
Sandra then took in deep breathes in has the baby started to move about.
Sandra then laughed to place her hands to either side of her stomach.
"You like that song? It is in Spanish."
Sandra then looked up to see Diego come home from work to take off his shoes with a face to then go to the kitchen.
Sandra then turned off the music to get up to woddled about to stand next to him has he had gotten his mother's food to be sitting to the table to be to his phone.
"How was work?"
"Sucks."
"Mm...I know. How about we go and do something?"
"We could go to my friend's."
Sandra rolled her eyes.
"How about we do something together?"
"I want to go and hang with my friends. I don't really get to see them much."
"I know but Diego, you spend the time smoking and drinking. Not really fair to me."
Diego turned his head to eye over Sandra to give her a stern look.
"Who's fault is that?"
Sandra parted her lips to look over Diego to then give him a hard look to turn to go about to sit to the couch to eye over her phone to shake her head a bit.
She couldn't believe he would say such a thing to her.
Sandra signed to place on music once again to settle back into the couch to have a withdrawn face.
Has the night progressed, Diego eventually left to go to his friends where he drank and smoked for Sandra to be at a near by park to be walking his dog chui from his previous relationship to be walking about to look around with a face.
Sandra was not at all liking how her life was turning out at this moment. She didn't like how her boyfriend was treating her.
Has Sandra wobbled about she really didn't know what to do next, there was no leaving Diego, Sandra was about due with her child that she was growing in her stomach everyday. Sandra didn't have family who could take her in at any moment and she really didn't know where else she could go.
Sandra signed has she thought about her limited options.
She then placed her hand to her stomach to caress has she walked the dog, it was something she was doing quite a lot.
Sandra was also starting to worry about her baby. Would Diego change after the baby was going to be born? Would he help her out? Are they actually going to be a good family unit together?
Sandra really didn't know, all she knew he was not a great person and treated Sandra like shit most of the time, also when Sandra would stand up for herself, Diego would tell her off and start to cry, in essence Sandra pitied Diego quite a bit.
Walking about, Sandra looked up to see a bench for her to then go to it to then sit to eye about has the dog was near her to sit to breathe and hard has he looked about.
Sandra then looked to him with a slight smile.
What am I going to do?
Sandras slight smile went away to then sign to look forward to eye about.
What can I do? I don't have a job. Don't have money. My family can't really help me. My dad lives in a one bedroom apartment, I don't want to subject my baby nor my father to a small living situation. My sister's all have families and lives of there own. Where really can I go? What can I do?
Sandra took in a very deep breathe to shake her head has she kept thinking to then look down has her baby started to kick.
Sandra placed a hand to her stomach to caress.
What is all my worrying and stress doing to you? Is it affecting you? Am I being a bad mother already?
Sandras chin started to quiver for her to take in a deep breathe to then get up to start to walk about again.
Has she walked, she went back to her car to then go back to Diego's mother's. Diego made her go to his mother's every weekend. Sandra didn't mind it, what she did mind was Diego leaving her all alone over there all the time to go and be with his friends. That was the part in this that Sandra was not at all liking.
Taking in that deep breathe, Sandra then placed her key into the ignition to then reverse to then leave and quick to go back to Diego's mother's house.
Parked and inside, Sandra was to the table to be eating to then turn her head has she heard Diego coming in, she then got up to go to the living room to make a face, Diego went to the couch to lay to his stomach to breathe in and out, Sandra could tell that Diego was drunk.
Sandra then went to Diego to go to her knees to place her hands to his body to shake .
"Diego."
"Mm... Tired."
"I know. But let's go home. Your mom does not need to see this."
Diego signed to then get up. Sandra got up to eye over him. The two then went into the car where Diego was to the passenger seat to have his head lolled to the side to have his eyes closed to be asleep. Sandra made a face has she drove them home has she was tired has well, getting to there house, Sandra turned her head to watch Diego some how wake up to then get out of the car to then go about to stumble to go to the door, Sandra eyed over that to then look to her steering wheel to think about going to her father's for the night, signing, Sandra got out to then help Diego not to know she should have just left.