her truth

just isn't enough

Has days started to go, Sandra was over working herself to death for Diego, however nothing was ever good enough for him. Sandra also had to take care of her dad given his health wasn't always the best, not just his physical health but also his emotional. Sandra had to deal with her father at times talking to her about her depression and wanting to die. Sandra also had to make sure they would go over to Diego's mother's house so the girls could see all there family, Sandra also had to deal with things at her home and deal with her other sisters. It started to be to much for her.
Sandra was starting to loose sleep and couldn't really eat right, also no matter if she tried to lose weight or gain it, Diego always seemed to have an opinion about it. Nothing Sandra ever did was good enough for that man and it was starting to piss her off, going to get therapist at the moment was a great help, Sandra tried to go with his advice for it to blow up in her face, nothing ever seemed to work with Diego.
Every time was like hitting her head against the wall.
For Sandra in this point in her life, the only good moments she had was with her children and when her dad's health was better. However the bad moments were starting to over weigh her good moments, Sandra was also dreading when Diego would come home because he always had an attitude, Sandra tried several times for him to let her get a job so she could help, but he stuck to the impossible, she had to work the same amount of hours has him and make the same amount of money, so then he could stay at home with the girls and then just take them to his mother's, that was not something Sandra wanted, family was suppose to help, but not raise, this was something her and Diego fought over so much.
Sandra also was getting tired of all the fighting, no matter how many times she would tell Diego she didn't want to have fights in front of the girls, he would any way, Even her mother who was present a lot, didn't like that either, but there wasn't anything really Sandra could do. Diegos behavior also stated to get worse, he would tell Sandra well your my wife and I can do what I want with you. It was always like that when Sandra would decline sex, and he would be forceful with her. Diego started to tell Sandra you are my wife you can not deny my sex, he also stayed to go with no means yes and yes means yes, there eldest was starting to pick up with that type of behavior and Sandra did not like it.
By a Saturday, Sandra was happy Diego was outside fixing cars and she was inside to be cleaning the house has her mother was there to spend the night and her father was in good health to be to his tablet for the girls to be teaching him how to use it.
Cleaning the dishes Sandra then turned her head to watch has her family was happy for her to then turn her head to eye down to continue to clean to wish she felt the same.
Her life was miserable and pathetic in her opinion and she didn't know what she could do about it, talking to Diego was no help, talking to her therapist helped her vent, Sandra mostly just let it happen because she just didn't know what else to do.
Sandra done with the dishes, washed her hands to then turn to dry to go to the living room to eye over her girls.
"Okay that's enough technology. Let's go outside to the front and have some fun."
Sandra turned her head has her mother got up with a smile for the girls to then start to be happy.
Sandra then went about to grab some chalk and her phone to then go outside to the front for the girls to stay to play, to then watch has her mother got into it has well, Sandra then placed on some music to her phone to then go and play with the girls, she didn't know when Diego was going to come home, but for that moment she just wanted to have some fun and not think about him.
After having a blast outside, they all went in for Sandra to get everyone settled to then start in on a movie for the girls to be on a giant air mattress with there oma for Sandra to be to the couch to be laying down to be watching, Sandra then cringed has she Heard a slight slam off the front door, the girls didn't Even get up to greet there father, Sandra kept her eyes forward has a small panic attack was starting in, Diego came about to then look forward to eye the television, to turn his head to look over Sandra who kept her head forward.
He cleared his throat for Sandra to sign to then turn her head to take in a deep breathe
"Foods in the microwave."
Diego scoffed to then go to the microwave to heat up his food to then be so very loud, for Emily to tell her father to be quieter, for him to then have gone around to go to the table to place on his phone to stay to eat and laugh at the phone, Sandra watched this to roll her eyes to look forward to shake her head.
She didn't like when Diego was acting like this, Sandra then settled down for eventually after Diego was done, he went to Sandra and asked if she was going to go upstairs.
Sandra looked to him to shake her head.
"I'm going to watch the movie."
"The girls are being looked after by your mom. Come on."
"Diego I want to watch the movie."
Diego then gave Sandra a look to then roll his eyes to turn to go loudly upstairs, he was throwing a tantrum.
Sandra signed to settle back down has she knew she was going to sleep to the couch. Rather be with her babies then a man who acts like a child.