her truth

life turning worse

Has time went on, life was starting to get worse for Sandra. Her grand mother was starting to get worse, she was old but she was a fighter, however she had gone to the hospital a few times and now she was at home to relax to where her father let her know she was needing more given her health wasent the best.
Coming home one day with the kids, Sandra had gone grocery shopping by herself with the girls given Diego was to work, to then start to place things away for Emily and Sarah to go and play. 
Sandra then went about after she placed things away to stand to eye over her father who was to the phone with a long face to be talking to his brother.
"Dad?"
He signed and hard to then place his hand to his forehead to rub to keep talking for Sandra to widen her eyes has she heard him talk about his mom.
Sandra kept eyeing over her father has her heart started to skip a few beats to then gulp has she heard her grand mother had collapsed to the living room and his brother's wife started CPR on her to get her heart going but she was currently unconscious.
Her father then moved up to then eye over Sandra.
"We will be on our way."
Her father hung up the phone to look soberly at Sandra.
"My mom is going to the hospital next to us. We need to go."
Sandra nodded
"Well we have some time, I need to call Diego to get him to come back to watch the girls, I don't want them to see this, how are you feeling?"
Her father shrugged to then go about to then head upstairs, Sandra watched him go to know he was hurting to really breathe in deep to calm herself to then get ahold of Diego to have him come back, he eventually came back, for Sandra to leave the girls with him to then leave with her father, Sandras nerves were shot, for a long time now her grand mother went in and out of the hospital due to her health.
Sandra kept bouncing her foot to get them to the hospital for her to watch over her father to then take in a deep breathe to then go in, it took a minute to find her, for Sandra to then stop for tears to start to weild up in her eyes.
This didn't look like her grand mother, she didn't have her eye shadow, she didn't have any make up and she looked to frail and delicate with a breathing tube in her mouth, Sandra kept to the side to not be in the way to keep her eyes to her, for her father to then go to his brother for them to talk.
His brother let him know how serious this was and what his wife ended up doing.
He also talked about that they didn't believe she was going to get out of the hospital this time.
Through out the few months, she had gone to a special place to get her health back given things like this had occured before but she always came back, but this time she looked so tired.
Sandra had to keep taking in deep breathes to then he left to look after her gas they went to talk to the doctor to keep her eyes over her grand mother, to figit with her fingers, she then turned to see her father come in to then stand before her with his arms behind for his brother to then start to tell what was going on.
The doctor said there was no brain activity and his brother was going to take out the tube that was keeping her alive, but they were going to call all family that could be there so they could say good bye.
Sandra eyed the floor has this was getting to be to much for her, she then had to go outside to call her eldest sister to let her know what. being said and what was going on, Sandra then turned her head to eye over her other eldest sister who came about to eye.
Sandra then hung up the phone to eye over her.
"I called our eldest sister, she is trying to get here "
Her other sister nodded.
"How are you doing?'
"Our grand mother is going to die today, this is a lot."
She then went to Sandra to wrap her arms about to give a deep hug.
"Soon she is going to be with her daughter, parents and her dogs and her son, she's in pain Sandra, we need to let her go "
Sandra made a face to then be moved back to look over her sister to for her to drag her back, inside Sandra let her father's brother know about what her one sister said for him to look to her.
"Well we are not going to wait."
Sandra narrowed her eyes.
Why can't we wait? Why are you so eager?
Sandra signed to then see her grand father who kept his eyes to her grand mother who then started to talk to her father, after a time Sandra blocked out the talking to focus on her grand mother to eye over her to remember every detail.
They didn't have a great relationship but Sandra was going to miss her. Soon a little bit of more family came about, for them to start to say there good byes, Sandra did that earlier for her to get over whelmed to then go outside for some air for her other sister to come and get her, even though Sandra told her time and time again she didn't want to see her die, her sister pulled her back for Sandra to watch it all, even till her final heart beat, Sandra couldn't help but to eye the floor to wish she didn't have to be there, once her grand mother was passed, everyone left for her to take her father home for her to stay behind, to have tears go down has Diego came from the brown couch to eye over her to then turn to go back to then start to laugh, Sandra looked over him with tears going down to then close her eyes to hug herself. Diego didn't do anything to comfort Sandra at all.