her truth

starting to miss him

To her place, Sandra was to her couch to be looking over old photos of her and Diego to make a face here and there to then sign.
She was starting to miss him and be lonely.
Sandra shook her head to then text her friend for her to come over so they could have a girls night.
Maxey: yes girl I can come over.
Sandra smiled and wide.
Sandra: do you need me to pick you up?
Maxey: that would be cool.
Sandra nodded to then get up to go get dressed to then go to her car to drive in silence to make faces has Diego kept creeping into her mind. Sandra didn't know at this point this was trauma bonding and co dependency.
Sandra signed to drive to her friends family house to then pick up her friend for them to go to a store close to her apartments to get something to drink.
Sandra really didn't drink that much without Diego however she wanted to not think about him.
The two got there separate liquors to then them go the apartment to drop them off to change to then get into the hot tub for them to eye the other.
"So.... You broke up with Diego?"
Sandra signed to then look to the water..
"Yes. He just wasent the right one for me.... But I am missing him."
"I can understand why. I'm still sorry you went through that miscarriage. How are you holding up with that?"
Sandra shrugged.
"Even though it was only 3 weeks old, I still see it has a baby. Wish I didn't lose it."
"Maybe that's the universe telling you, that your and Diego were just meant to be together."
Sandra nodded.
"I could see that. But still.... Didn't have to take away my baby though and....ugh I really hate that I miss him."
"Well he was your first serious relationship. Didn't you tell me you lost your virginity to him?"
"Mm....I didn't lose mine too someone at prom." Sandra laughed.
Maxey shrugged.
"Eh I wanted it to be magical."
"I wanted that to. Only thing I really got was a lit candle, I didn't tell you that for a solid week he kept coming into me to then force me to take a plan b pill. It ruined my birthday."
"I'm sorry to hear that. Diego doesn't really sound like a good guy."
Sandra darted her eyes about.
"That's the thing..... When things were going great, I really liked it and him but when things were going bad like they were always....I don't know.... It was night and day with him."
"Sounds like it. But eh your single now."
"I don't want to date anyone else right now though "
"You don't have to. Just take it slow from now on. We're young."
Sandra looked to maxey to smile.
"Your younger then me."
"Only a few months. Well I'm starting to prune. I'm also hungry "
"I can order us some pizzas."
Maxey nodded for them to get out of the hot tub to then go back to Sandras place for them to then order the pizza for Sandra to be talking to one of Diego's friends.
He then decided to come over so they all had a bit of a party.
Sandra drank a bit to much and was posing a bit next to her fire place has maxey did something the same.
After a bit they all were just talking for Sandra to sign.
Diego's friend looked to Sandra to start to talk about the break up and he felt Diego was hurting. Sandra made a face to lay Diego's friend know a bit about him.
His friend shook his head.
"Didn't know Diego was like that. Sounds like this was a great thing for the two of you."
Sandra sitting down to the door nodded to then drink at her drink to then look to his friend.
"I really don't want to talk about it anymore.'
He nodded to then look to maxey for them to start to talk, Sandra looked down to her floor to be to her phone to look through Diego's social media to shake her head.
She didn't feel good looking through his pictures but Sandra was missing him and bad.
Drinking a bit to much, Sandra fell asleep to then wake up to eye about to eye down a bit confused with an arm, she turned to see she had fallen asleep next to Diego's friend while maxey was on the other side to be sleeping.
Sandra Shook her head to go to her bedroom to change to then go to her bed to go back to sleep.
Eventually everyone woke up for Sandra to make everyone breakfast for everyone to then leave to be happy with the party.
Sandra laid down to her couch to be to her side to be hung over to sign here and there, she couldn't get Diego out of her head.
He was not really nice to you and you keep thinking about him. You really need to stop it. Even though he was your first in so many things doesn't mean you should keep thinking about him like this.
Sandra groaned to then go to her back to eye the ceiling has she just thought about something, she had received Christmas gifts from his family and he still had them.
Sandra made a face to then pull out her phone to text Diego she wanted them back.
Sandra: I forgot some things in your car, can I get then back?
Diego: I'll be at suls tonight, ill leave the car unlocked.
Sandra looked over the phone to view how impersonal that was to then shake her head.
You two are broken up Sandra, probably didn't want to see you .
Sandra: okay I'll come by later to pick these things up.
Diego: okay.
Sandra looked over there texts to then turn her head to shake it, she didn't like how Diego was being and how she couldn't stop to think about him.
She then closed her eyes to get a nap in before she left.