her truth

happy to have someone

Once Sandra knew the first hotel was not good for her girls, she went to another, to have met up with her sister and mother, for Sandra to be eyeing her sister, she had gone over to the house to have talked to Diego and have received more of the girls clothes.
Sandra made a face has she had to go over there for something, to make sure he wasn't there, to be surprised to found food everywhere, took pictures of that and two boxes of wood, but she took what she needed has her sister had watched her girls to then have left and quick with her heart thumping so hard against her chest, Sandra was very much scared of Diego.
Going inside the new hotel, Sandra couldn't wait to talk to her sister awisha to know what was said and what was going on, Sandra was scared Diego was going to call the police given he had been threatening it.
Getting into the hotel, awisha and her went outside to go near her car to talk has her mother was with the girls who were having fun and still didn't know what was going on.
Outside her sister lit a cigarette to then eye over Sandra.
"So I went, calmed him down and told him you needed time and for things to calm down."
"What about his threats?"
"He did say he was going to go to the police wanted to know what was going on, I just told him to read the papers and to just give you and the girls a few days."
Sandra gave a sign of relieve.
"Yeah I was only going to leave for three days but now it's turned into a week because of that, it's not singing the girls need to see. They need to have two calmed down parents."
Awisha placed the cigarette to her mouth to take in a deep inhale to then let it out to be nodding.
"Basically what I told him. So right now you need to take care of yourself and my nieces, things will settle down."
Sandra made a very hard face. She knew that was not going to happen.
Awisha then finished her cigarette to then place her arm about Sandra to lead her back.
"Everything is going to be okay. You are doing what you need to be doing for those girls and for yourself."
Sandra signed to eye down has she didn't know if that was right or not.
Sandra then was lead back to go into the hotel room to start to laugh, Emily and Sarah were having a lot of fun has they bounced on the bed to be playing with there oma.
Her sister awisha stayed for a bit to play and talk very quietly to Sandra to then leave for Sandra to then go to one bed for her girls to go to either side for her to be in the middle, they were very clinging to there mother.
Sandra settled down even though her stomach hurt to have her arms under each of her kids heads to be staring forward to be watching the movie to then turn her head to make a face to lightly laugh, her mother was to the other bed to be asleep, Sandra then turned her head to be eyeing forward to take in very deep breathes.
She wished she could sleep like that, unfortunately Sandra was having a hard time going to sleep and staying that way especially with what was going on.
Sandra took in a very deep breathe to make a face, they only had 2 more days and Sandra was starting to get scared about when she had to go back, she was happy that she talked to her mother and she was going to come with her given her father was ill most of the time so if Diego did anything he wouldn't really be a big help.
Sandra signed to then place a hand to get eyes to make a hard face. She couldn't believe this was her life and she had to deal with this, she really wished Diego would have just gone to the court house and they could have had a quickie divorce and had done a parenting plan but Diego would not do such a thing.
Sandra then rubbed her eyes to then her arm back under Sarah's head to then turn her head to then eye over her. To then turn her head to eye over Emily.
You two I'm doing this for you. My relationship with your father is not a good one and you two shouldn't be in that situation, I hope maybe after this divorce things really can settle down we can live separately and you two can have both your parents every day, that is what I want, I know your father doesn't want this to happen but he has done nothing in the last 8 years I've been with him to change for the better. I'm not looking to change who he is but what he is doing to me and to the two of you. You need to be raised in a healthy environment not a bad one and this is a bad one.
Sandra then looked forward once more to eye over the cartoon movie to sign here and there, she really didn't know if this was a good idea or not, things Diego had told her for the last 6 months were sinking in, like she was ruining the family and all the names he was calling her and said the girls need to be raised in a two person household.
Sandra closed her eyes to furrow her brow has everything started to give her a head ache. She didn't want to ruin anything, and she agreed that the girls needed there parents but how things were was not ideal for them and Diego didn't grasp that at all.
Sandra then signed has she went to sleep yes with her children in her arms, not tears were falling and she had a massive head ache.