her truth

watching my father's health go down

Has Sandra was doing everything for her family, Sandra also had to be observant with her father, there were days when he just didn't want to get out of bed and eat, Sandra really had to become a care giver for her father, didn't help he didn't have any friends, didn't really want to go outside and experience life and he was always stuck at the house given Sandra for the most part only had the one car.
One day, Diego was at work, Sandra was to the kitchen sink to be doing the dishes, all of them, to be looking at her girls who were playing to the living room, she then looked to the couch to sign, her father wasent there, that meant he was not getting up today, Sandra finished the dishes to leave her children for a moment to go upstairs, she knocked to his door to then go in, he was laying to his side to be breathing hard, Sandra then went to his oxygen, to then get that started to go back to him, he opened his eyes to look to Sandra.
"I don't feel good today. I'm going to stay here in bed."
"Okay, you know, maybe you would feel better if you got up though."
"Nn.... Not today."
Sandra made a hard face to take in a deep breathe.
"Okay, well I know you haven't been eating, I can make you something for breakfast."
"I don't really feel hungry."
"Dad, it's been two days, the only thing you probably have in your stomach is medication. Which is know a few say to take with food."
"I guess cream of wheat then."
Sandra nodded she then looked to his water bottle to grab to swirl it about, hearing nothing, she took it with her to then go downstairs, for her girls to have been at the gate, Sandra kept a baby gate up so her children wouldn't hurt themselves, Emily and Sarah followed behind.
"Where's Grandpa?" Emily asked.
"He isn't feeling so good, I'm going to get him water and food, we will be playing downstairs today."
Emily and Sarah looked to the other to then go back to playing while Sandra made food for her father and got him more water for him to be hydrated.
Sandra then went upstairs to give it to him to check on him a bit to then go back down to play with her children, by the afternoon, Sandra was making dinner for everyone, for her to have opened the sliding glass door given the weather was good for the girl's to be able to go in and out, Sandra made her father something light to eat, she grabbed it to then go upstairs to set it by his table to grab the food he ate prior to then eye over him, he was very much asleep.
Sandra signed, she didn't like to see her father like this but there wasn't really anything she could do about it.
Sandra then turned to go, she then placed his dishes to the sink to then go outside to play with her children, eventually there father came home, to go upstairs to smoke for two hours to then take a shower to come back down to eat Sandras dinner she made to be on his phone, Sandra now to the floor looked over Diego with a face, she didn't like that he way always on his phone, he never seemed to help with the girls, he also never asked how her father was, or how she was. He just always went into his world to ignore the world around him..
Sandra rolled her eyes to give her children a happy face to then continue to play with them.
Has it got to bed time, Sandra got the girls to go to sleep in there room, for her to then start to get ready for bed, has she went to bed, Diego was already there to be to his side, Sandra took in a deep breathe before she got into bed, to then lay to her side.
Please tonight, leave me alone..... Just leave me....ugh!
Sandra then started to feel the bed move then Diego's hand go to her crotch. Sandra then smiled to move up to see her eldest come in crying.
Sandra was not happy her eldest came in crying, but her daughter was saving her from going into the act with her husband, having sex with her husband Diego was not always good and it was forced a lot of her time, Sandra then went up to go to Emily to pick her up and cradle her.
"Just take her back to bed."
Sandra looked to Diego to shake her head to then go to there bed to place Emily in-between them, Diego moved up to eye down with anger.
"Really!"
They then looked to see Sarah coming in to then go straight to Sandra to cuddle up to her.
Diego looked to this too roll his eyes to then go to the wall to turn his back on his family to have an attitude.
Sandra snuggled up to her girls with a giant smile.
She would rather be with them then with her husband, Diego changed a lot from the first time they met the other, Sandra didn't feel any really love from the man anymore, she just felt like the maid and a sex toy, she didn't feel he really wanted to be with her at all.
The only people under that roof that made Sandra so very happy was her two children and her father, Diego however didn't make Sandra happy at all, he also tried to throw money at her thinking that would make her happy and it just didn't. Sandra was a very simple person with very simple needs, wants and desires. That was something Diego never really could understand and Sandra was tired of explaining that to him..
Sandra then started to take in very deep breathes to then go to sleep actually in happiness.