her truth

taking time for myself

After meeting orrins family and this constant weird feeling Sandra was having a bit of her own time, she spent more time with her sister and her father and work to just have herself some time.
Driving, she was going to a restaurant she loved to go to on her birthday to then park to look about for her family, seeing her father Sandra smiled and wide to then go to him to see her sister with her nephew come about for them all to go inside the restaurant where her father insisted on paying, sitting down Sandra ordered what she always did since she loved Salman, to then wait to look about has they started to talk.
Then the food came for Sandra to look at it with a face to then get up to go to the bathroom to relieve herself, Sandra went to the sink to wash her hands with a face.
Ever since the club Sandra had been peeing a lot more and she couldn't understand why, she then started to think maybe she had a UTI, she had them before and this seemed like that is what was going on.
Washing her hands and in full, Sandra then went about to go back to the table to slowly eat.
Her father turned his head to eye over.
"Are you okay? You usually are inhaling that Salmon." He laughed.
Sandra shrugged.
"Don't seem to want it. Should have tried something different '
Brita looked up to eye over her.
"You should always try something different."
Sandra nodded to then start to eat at the food slowly to then drink a lot of water, she was hoping to clear the UTI out of her system, she really didn't want to go to the doctor.
Placing the cup down she then looked about to ask her family how they been, they then started to talk about Orrin where Sandra said half truths. She didn't want to tell her family that she wasn't feeling anything with him and she was planning on maybe taking some time apart.
Sandra really wanted to take her time, really wanted to start to become serious into becoming a film producer has she did go to school about it, maybe she needed to place her love life on his for a moment to then go and do this instead for a bit.
After dinner, they all hugged it out in the parking lot for Sandra to then look to Brita for them to plan to go for a walk.
Saying good bye, Sandra then went to her sisters house with her husband, to then have only her sister so they could go for a walk.
Waiting outside, Sandra came out to then look over Brita.
"What?"
"You usually don't go to the bathroom when we go for our walks."
"I know. Think I gave a UTI."
"You need to go to a doctor to get the antibiotics."
Sandra went to stand next to Brita so they could go for the rest of there walk.
"I hate taking antibiotics, they make me feel weird."
"I know but if left untreated...."
"I know I know. You being a nurse can be annoying sometimes."
Brita and her laughed has they went about. Finishing there walk, Sandra was to her apartment to be on the little ledge to be looking out word to look about with a face to sign.
Orrin texted her earlier saying happy birthday and she hadent responded back, Sandra knew this relationship was not working and she didn't know what to do or to say. Orrin really was a nice guy and did not deserve this, Sandra felt like a piece of shit but she was really thinking she needed time to be alone.
Moving about she then made herself something to eat to then go to get computer to open to start a movie to sign here and there.
Her 23rd birthday felt very lonely. Even though she just saw her family earlier and had a great walk with her eldest sister, Sandra knew she didn't like to be alone. This is what happens though when you are the youngest in a large family, everyone had there own lives to live and Sandra felt so very alone in heres.
Sandra darted her eyes over the screen with a face, she then sat up to feel weird again, she shook her head to sign.
Maybe I really do need to go to the doctor and go onto those antibiotics. I keep feeling weird and I don't know why.
Sandra rolled her eyes to keep watching the movie to think of Orrin and what she could do about this situation, she really needed to break things off before things got to involved, they have kissed twice and Sandra could see he was thinking about them and there future.
Sandra made a face to then flop to her back to then look to the ceiling to dart her eyes.
This is what being an adult is all about, you need to talk to Orrin about these things and feelings. What if he thinks if he tries harder something could still happen between you two?
Sandra groaned to place a hand to her forehead to rub to then turn her head to look to the floor to see her phone light up she then moved about to grab to then place the phone over her head to widen her eyes, she got a happy birthday text from Diego.
Sandra took in a deep breathe to then ignore it to place the phone to her chest to keep eyeing up.
Since Diego saw Orrin the two hadent said one thing to the other, so she was confused he would actually text her.
Sandra shook her head to then move to her side to place the phone down to the floor again to place her hands under her cheek to look to the wall.
You really need to place your love life on right now.
Sandra took in a deep breathe not to know what was going to come next.