her truth

things didn't get better

Has a week since Sandra tried to leave Diego, she was trying to find a therapist for them however Diego was always working or with his friends, never spent any time with Sandra and didn't do one thing to help her try to find someone to help them.
To the living room by the start to the next week, Sandra was to the floor to be playing with Emily, to then smile, Emily played herself out.
Looking over her sleeping daughter, Sandra placed a blanket over her to then move to the futon to then start to look over her phone for other therapists, she then raised her eye brow over one.
Sandra: so I think I found a couples theripist for us.
Diego: how much?
Sandra: will be covered under my insurance.
Diego: I really don't think we need them.
Sandra: Diego, you said for me to find someone and I did, we really do need this.
Diego: I'm at work. We can talk about this later.
Sandra signed and hard to then look forward to shake her head.
Your going against what you told me Diego..... We need someone, we have problems....
Sandra rolled her eyes to then look down to Emily who was asleep to make a hard face.
Why is being with your father so hard? Why can't he keep his word?
Sandra then got up to do some cleaning has Emily slept to think of what to do next, she couldn't make him go to a therapist, but she knew they needed one.
After some time, Diego came home from work  to be eating what Sandra made to be ignoring Sandra and Emily has they say right next to him, Sandra had Emily to her arms to be bouncing up and down to then turn her head from the television to eye over him.
"So.... Can we talk about the theripist?"
Diego signed to keep eating.
"I just got home."
"You got home an hour ago."
"Sandra....I just want to relax."
Sandra looked him over to then roll her eyes to go upstairs.
"Whatever then."
"Why do you have to be such a bitch?"
Sandra stopped to the top of the stairs to grit her teeth to continue to bounce her daughter to then go to her room to head to the rocking chair her mother gave her to Rock Emily for them to eye the other.
Sandra placed her other hand to her daughter's head to rub.
"You are so very precious and adorable."
But your father is an asshole.
Eventually Emily's eyes closed for Sandra to then get up to move her to her crib to stay in the room to watch over her daughter has she slept.
Sandra then left the room to slightly close the door to then go to take a shower to place her head under the water to have her eyes closed to take in deep breathes.
Her life was misery every single day, the only thing that made it bearable was her daughter.
Sandra really didn't know where else to go from there, Diego kept saying things but never actually kept his word.
He was also treating Sandra like shit day in and day out.
Signing, the water started to get cold, Sandra then got out to wrap an towel about herself to then go to the mirror to eye herself over to have a long face, to peer his eyes down to then turn to go straight to her bedroom, she then hung her head, she could hear Diego laughing, which ment he was downstairs on his phone to be smoking.
Sandra shook her head to then go into the bedroom to get into her pajamas to then lay to her side to look at the wall to have a very hard face, she was trying so very hard not to cry.
She then squeezed her eyes tightly shut has she heard Diego come up the stairs to go to the bathroom for a moment to then go into there bedroom to go into the bed to lay to his side for a moment to then turn to his side to look over Sandra.
"Sandra?"
Sandra gulped but pretended to be asleep.
Diego narrowed his eyes to then go closer to then wrap his arm about to go to Sandra's ear.
"I know your not asleep Sandra. I always know when your not sleeping."
"Diego.... I'm really tired."
"And? I've been working all day......I want you Sandra."
"Diego..... Emily is going to wake up probably soon, I just want to sleep."
"I just want to Fuck." He laughed..
"Diego..... Not tonight." Sandra said in a stern voice.
Diego scoffed to then move up.
"What the Fuck is he matter with you? I'm your boyfriend, you can't tell me no."
Sandra turned her head to look over him .
"Diego....I am really tired, I'm up all night and day with Emily, I really just want to sleep."
"Mm.... You get to play with our daughter all day while I work a very hard day. Now what you can do is Fuck me."
"Diego, I don't want to."
"Sandra..... No means yes. Now...."
Diego signed and hard.
Sandra made a face.
Emily started to cry.
Diego then went to his back.
"Fucking great."
"Well.... There are bottles in the fridge, could you...."
"I will only feed her if we Fuck."
Sandra rolled her eyes to then get up to tend to Emily.
"Never mind then."
"You are such a fucking tease Sandra."
Sandra stopped to the door frame to hang her head to groan a sigh to then go to Emily to pick her up to then go straight downstairs to move the futon like a bed to feed Emily to then make sure she would be okay to then fall asleep right next to her daughter downstairs, Sandra needed to get away from Diego, how he was being was so very ridiculous.
Has she fell asleep Sandra didn't know she would spend a few years to do this has well.